you ruined everythingI don't care Kelian
You are destined to fail...you lied to us... Too little, too late
you are an arrogant bastard who betrayed me!
*remembering then what Gwyn said yesterday observe the group gathered near the Inn with a soft smile and takes a deep breath, more better memories rushing to his mind*
..like them, you shine a light for both your predators and the other denizens of the ocean.. ..i will not let you fall.. ..knock it off already, he is a Morninglord, would never do those things.. ..i was wondering why you do that, now i know.....y-you have a kind s-soul....your presence bringed a change for the good, i know it....that's because you are a hero, that you like it or not... ..i don't know how you do this Kel... ...is an ungrateful job, noone thanks you and everyone complains.. ..i see you able to unite people against this.. ..is what makes you so endearing, and so infuriating... ..you are doing good, darhling.....i believe in you... ..as they changed their minds, they can do it again. Little by little....i am trusting you with my life.. ..the first time we spoke about you, he said has faith in you....don't let those bad spirits eat you alive... ..he is a trustful one.....because you showed me who you are
*opens his eyes with gwyns final words in his head*
..do not have doubts Kelian
*then begins to write on his journal once more*
"24 Tarkash 1357
So..here we are....cannot deny that sometimes, memories still hurts...but have to leave them behind, for this moment. This is the moment of truth. We found a lead on where one of the artifacts seeked by Polvich is..with location and who is guarding it. The enemy is very likely already there and with the news arrived from the north, probably also Orcus will try to stop us...but we are prepared.Gathered a warparty, spended the last tendays in training all togheter,studying tactical movements and strategies to use, gathered forces and elements from all around the coast, from the Kraak untill Beregost. People with different ideologies and believes are going to unite in few hours in this hall and we will march togheters towards the lair of the dragon holding the relic...some told me that i should be proud, but i am honestly more scared than that.
They will have doubts about me, i am not naive since even now i have a couple about some of those that will come along, but i will have to show them that their faith is not put in the wrong hands. That all the hard work of these weeks will be rewarded for them too.I fear also everyone will not show up, i know that there will be issues and problems for some too afterall...but i learned to prepare for that as well. These days have been extremely tiring but...we have only to focus on the victory now. So long that everyone morale is good about that, it will be fine, no matter what will come.
I don't know about pride, but i feel at peace now. If i fall, i know i will have done my best till the last and showed them that "it is possible" to keep people united, even those that don't like eachother very much, that with tollerance and understanding, things can change for the better.Is better if i go now, have to prepare the last supplies before the long journey."