Alaan Skriesong

[Mausman]

Journal entry, along with some smudges of blood

I begin to grow restless. What is this inactivity? Triel lies in ashes and the Zhents are taking the liberty to "protect" those lands. I have spent quite some days in these parts now, hoping to snipe off a few of their operatives. Why does it seem other folk are not concerned about this move? They should be eradicated or at least sent back to their Keep...not be allowed to linger here...this will end up messy.

Every now and then I take a trip to the misty forest to hunt me some savage Orcs. The forest is quite enjoyable after a good hunt. And...with the lack of people about, I can -finally- give in to the craving of the hunt.

My nights have been filled with the same dream lately, over and over again. I am running through the forest...skyclad, leaping and killing deer with bare hands and teeth and feasting upon warm flesh...only to see a burning image of a clawed hand in the bark of a great Oak tree...I feel a strong, pulling sensation in my stomach when I see it and it happens each time I sleep after a good hunt...I wonder what this means?

[Mausman]

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I have had the pleasure to meet Lady Telia and her protector "Al".

Whilst the first longer meeting with "Al" was a tad hostile (And I am certain there never was anything wrong in our previous encounters) it now seems alright. Lady Telia and Al gave me a tour around the theatre. It is the most excellent spot to Assassinate political targets or Nobles...but alongside that, I plan to see if I actually can help the theatre a bit. Using it as a platform to kill potential marks is more like an option, I have no plans for this yet.

I met a young girl, named Ink. She is one of Sharess' Children and a proud one at that. I took a moment to hear more about her faith and must admit it sounds tempting. I have been warned that offering tribute to other Deities isn't smart...but I have yet to discover my true calling. I have been telling people I follow the Oakfather, but needless to say, this is merely to keep my cover up.

Perhaps...those dreams lately?

[Mausman]

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Oh where to begin...

I have fully embraced the call of Malar now...perhaps not entirely as he would see me, but I dare to think I please him, none the less.

I have to keep up my calmer, known side to the public. No sense in risking an open hunt upon my person.

Me and Ayla came to a new agreement, creating a Society of likeminded individuals. Perhaps methods and views will differ, but I have the feeling this will work.

Upon that, I have resigned my bond to Lady Vol. Not having heard of her for a long time. I have goals to achieve...and I will not sit idle.


I have had the pleasure to meet new people, lately. One of them a fine, fierce lady who I made conversation with in the Belching Dragon. Sadly, a womenhating Necromancer decided it would be wise to ire her. She took care of that. Great scene to behold, truly.

Sadly, the Necromancer did not know when to stop and after she left, decided it was wise to threaten me.

He tried to stalk me, but one can not outstalk a true hunter...

I ended up collecting evidence of his ways and exposed him to those who seek to purge these folk. He ended up dead, burned on a pyre.

I tried to group up with a fellowship of adventurers when trouble arose in the Fields of the Dead, alas, I lost track of them during the chaos there. Undead are -not- my cup of tea. My blades do nothing and my bolts bounced right back off...

I also met a young Damsel near Ulgoth's beard. She was fishing and we had a conversation. A maiden of the Morninglord...oh -how- tempting to lead astray...I think I shall play with her mind for the time being.

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As promised, I saw to it that justice was dealt swiftly towards the one mentioned. It was a bit more work due to the presence of a female who claimed to worship Myrkul. Little do I care about their Gods, one of them inflicted harm upon someone who is dear to him and I have grown to take a liking to him. He is close with Telia and I find myself trusting Telia. A lot.

I reported to him and saw the relief, the burden fell from his shoulders and that was enough for me. We celebrated a bit in our own way and now I find myself waking up with a terrible headache.

Meeting the young elfling was rather nice...however, I find myself sincerely...moved? is that the word? by her presentation. This could become a burden...perhaps I should keep a certain distance...

As for Jane...I really wonder what she meant by her reaction...I sincerely do not understand it and I can not seem to let it go.

Time will tell, I believe.

Aello finally finished my custom order...I am really happy with his work. Good man he is. The Dukes are not worth his talent.

[Mausman]

Journal entry, in a quick, most likely rather angry handwriting, followed by a sketch of a robed man

So, I sat outside, conversing with Isaac about my hangover and some Gnomish culture, untill all of a sudden, spells flew about. Some sort of wizard...necromancer revealed himself and desired to "play" so I went to play with him, being angered.

I...ended up fighting flaming cows...strange beasts and even a colossal Death Knight of sorts...I am very lucky to live still, but that Necromancer? He got away...but if I manage to find him again....I-will-rip him apart....

[Mausman]

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Speak with Leyla: Done
Regain a bit of focus: Done

Dealing with my own confusion?: Annoying as the nine!

Why is it so hard to deal with all of this? Why was that book of Hoar lying in my chambers?

Why am I so full of doubt?

It's driving me up the sodding walls!

"Uphold true and fitting justice and maintain the spirit of the law, not the letter of the law. Fitting recompense will always accrue for one's actions. Violence will meet violence and evil pay back evil, but good will also come to those who do good. Walk the line of the Doombringer's teachings, seeking retribution, but do not fall into the trap of pursuing evil acts for evil's sake, for that way is seductive and leads only to one's downfall. Vengeance must be sought for all injustices, and all punishments must fit the crime. Revenge is sweetest when it is sharpened with irony. All attacks must be avenged. Those who do not respond to attacks against their person or that which they hold dear only invite further attacks..."

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It is all out now...Leyla and Telia now know my tale...

Ivan's words cut me...eventhough it was not his intent. Now that I finally attuned to Garm and his following of me...now that I finally start to -feel- ... I will lose a bond with nature that I realised I had, much too late.

Leyla seems determined that our crossing of paths and the bond we form this far, could be a blessing of the Oakfather...how can the Oakfather bless someone like me?

I will not act the victim role here. I will have to deal with the things I have done. I stand amazed, though, how simple behaviour of so few souls, has done -so- much in the ways of me breaking down...yet somehow, whatever the outcome, I am certain that I will be richer, some day.

I feel the blessing waning...and Garm seems to has told me his goodbye for now. I mourn that...I find myself clasping desperately onto the wilds, but the solace I once found there no longer welcomes me in it's embrace.

I do not know what to do...I feel too much shame to ask someone like Ivan for advice...especially since I lied to him about my "Friend".

Will I carry out the teachings of Hoar and learn more of it, serving the Society as my main goal?

Or will I serve the Society with my outmost best of skills and follow a path of redemption untill my bond is restored by the Oakfather? Surely neither path is going to be easy...and I am well aware there is too much darkness clinging it's fingers onto me to make a new start so easily...I need help...



In the distance, as Alaan jolts this into his Journal, Garm howls loudly to the moon...

Alaan grits his teeth, closing his eyes, causing tears to run down his cheek

[Mausman]

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I believe Telia is innocent. If I can not believe in that, trust in her, then what good is it trusting people at all?

Rumours can devastate so much if not crushed swiftly...I am glad Ayla and Leyla listened to me.

Telia is a dear, dear friend of mine and I shall stand by her at all times.

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Once again, I am confronted with the lack of tactical insight of an over zealous knight. It was supposed to be a simple turning down of the Crows offering me a contract. It turned in to a mess. The knight suspected me as well in his pursuit of the crows. I tried to signal him that it was her we needed. I drew my blades and lay one on her throat. It resulted in the knight turning at me and before we knew it, the minx shifted into a Tigress and ran off. I had recognised her stature and robes. It was the same woman, Abigail, who blatantly planted the note with promise of work on me. Not that subtle, since I easily spotted the attempt. It now, however, has resulted in a declaration of war, most likely. I had instructed Leyla earlier to come looking for me if I did not return within thirty minutes, and she came with allies as I was in discussion with that walking set of platemail.

I spoke with Leyla at length and gave her what I had been carrying for her. We agreed that the Society and Telia are to be notified swiftly of this.I told the Knight the Orders should be aware of allies in the shadows, not only enemies...I shall remain away from public roads now.

The time for Reckoning has arrived...let the Skrie sing it's song for the guilty...

[Mausman]

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Sabel has responded to my letter. However, still wants to meet me in person to see what we could possibly "do for one another". Damnation, I had hoped to be left alone...

I shall meet with her and see if I can respectfully decline after hearing her. I want to begin focus on redeeming my path towards the wilds again...and for that, I desire to speak with Ivan...

The current I find myself in seems one of swift turns and many changes...

[Mausman]

* Alaan smirked, the wind blowing through his hair, before he flipped on his hood, overseeing the misty forest. Whatever the outcome would be of his meeting with Sabel, he was determined that he would see this all through...he had to...

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The meeting went well enough. But one can never let his or her guard down and I suspect she think of it the same.

It was most interesting to learn her little ways. Using Alarm...a simple yet logical choice. She has goals...admireable ones were they not covered in Darkness from her bitter heart and devoid of any mercy. I hope she will reflect upon the behaviour I called her on. Regardless if she did or did not do her worst upon Cecillia, I wonder how she would feel if she was in such a position. Helpless and at the mercy of others...who are devoid of mercy...


Time shall tell, or not...

[Mausman]

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The recent trip to the Misty Forest with those I call dear loved friends and my closest ones, save for Telia, has brought my attention back to what and who I miss...


The void that lingers within my inner core since Nature withdrew it's blessing from me festers and gnaws within me, relentlessly...

I have been tending to the wildlife of the local forests...chasing off hunters who overstay their welcome, ensuring that not too much is taken from nature in order to ensure a healthy population...that and tending to lost travellers. I hope my efforts are noticed...and that I am making steps in the right direction....


I also find myself missing my sister a lot...I have not seen her since my flight from my Uncle's Order...

I hope she is well...I fondly remember our assignments together...she was attuned to my senses and I to hers...she was all I had left after father died...I wonder if she struggles as much as I do...and if she can forgive me for fleeing as I did...


*A drawing follows on the next page, detailed and clearly made with emotion poured into it*







//OOC: Another player was interested in playing the sister, but I suspect he or she is very busy and our playing times are not exactly matching...I am offering the liberty for someone else to play Alaan's sister if he or she wishes to do that If interested, send me a PM!

OOC Correction: The player reported to me, the sister role is filled

[Mausman]

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Ronin, Ronin...flirting with Darkness, aren't we?

I can not allow you to compromise my own safety. First you mess up my plans...now you actively offer a stage to stray from your path. Have you no spine? Have you no determination?

Perhaps I should not judge you on having "feelings". This makes you a living person, but think well on your actions...

[Mausman]

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I am glad I chose to talk to Ronin instead of judging. His position must be a tough one and I understand his motivation. I fear, however, he will end up learning a harsh lesson. But it is his path to walk and I think I have been clear enough about keeping some degree of guard up.

Eight hundred...at least eight hundred pair of feet march within Darkhold, I have been told. I have seen it's walls. How I crave to see it burn down to the ground...for my father, and those who have lost their lives to those Zhents.


I have been informed the lady wandering Triel and it's surroundings is indeed, Cara. However, I have learned she walks alone amongst the dead. No sign of any Zhentarim. Putting some thought into this, it might not even be that strange. Bane's followers...aiding one of her fold? Time will tell. I fear she will either be forced away or be killed by those who partake in the planned campaign to clear the soil and rebuild Triel. All I wish to know, is wether or not she has ties to the Zhentarim...if she does, she becomes my mark, if not...I shall see what course of action to take then...

// Retconned the Cyric part, silly me, forgot about the timeline >_>