Re: Tropical breezes and smoldering sunsets
Posted: Sun Mar 05, 2017 8:41 am
Hours later, woken from her sleep, Juniper found Myla at the door to her room with candle in hand. She waited for the young woman to follow and showed her to Aidan's quarters. Myla hugged her new friend, one she'd hoped she'd find plenty of time with. "I hate to see you go so soon. There are so many good things about Athkatla I wished to show you. But as I know you're returning, I'll not begrudge your hasty departure", a moment later she was off back towards her own quarter.
Juniper found Aidan's room devoid of her man, she thought perhaps he'd made his way to the kitchen for something to eat. On her way down the stairs to the main landing, and with no candle to guide her way, she saw a dim glow the opposite direction from the dinning hall and kitchen entrance. She found her curiosity drawing her to whatever awaited.
As she came upon Myla's personal study room, she peeked through the door to a sight she'd never imagined. Aidan, sitting in a chair, pulled over and facing the painting of Emma. She'd almost gasped as she clapped her hand to her mouth. Myla had been so sure that Aidan would never step foot in the room, let alone look upon the old painting that Emma had sat muse for, on Aidan's nineteenth birthday.
His hands raking back through his hair as he looked up at it. From the side view of his face she could see how hard this was for him, he was filled with a nervous energy she'd never witnessed in her man before. Like he could run for the door at any minute. Sweat was thickly beading on his brow, the night had already been warm but facing his shadowy demons seemed to only intensify it all. He was talking quietly. She had to shallow her breathing and steady her heart to hear him.
His words were shaken, "Emma. Oh Emma... even looking on you now. This is so hard. I often find myself in moments alone and wonder if things had been different....if we had made it. But it's a past that runs my life in a direction I dare not explore. All my hardships and even my victories have brought me to the man I am today, and the life that comes with it. I can not regret that, even if I regret what came of you and my part in it. I still feel your presence linger. It's haunted me, aroused me from my sleep in the forms of hideous nightmares when I remember what transpired. I know it is not just my heart that hangs on, but I believe your spirit still lingers here." He stood, he approached the painting.
His fingers traced the outline of her jaw, his eyes cascaded over her features like one well acquainted with them. A landlord returning to inspect a homestead he'd been far and away from. Then he continued, "I need something from you... I need this, Emma... " She was amazed to find in the dull flicker of candlelight, that the man's cheeks glistened with moisture and she'd almost felt awful for being witness to the moment, .....almost. He was her man, afterall. "I love you, you know that... some part of my heart will always hold you in fond and perfect memories."
Junipers chest tightened and she felt ill a moment.
Then he continued "But our day is behind us.... I'm madly.. hopelessly in love with Juniper. I want to ask her to marry me, I need you to be okay with that... no.... no my Emma... I need you to give your permission for me to move on. All my failed attempts. all my failed relationships, in some way or another trace back to an unspoken, unfinished finality between us." He put his forhead to hers on the painting. "Let me go.... so that I may move on.... free me from the pain that has burdened me these nine years so that I may finish out my life in peace.... I"ve paid my penance.... I've paid for my crimes. Love me enough in return, to let me find happiness with Juniper" And as if a last goodbye, the candle lighting the scene before Juniper, snuffed out.
She crept away slowly, unsure what she'd just witnessed, but a renewed beat in her heart and glow to her cheeks. Her heart could not deny the words that formed soundlessly on her lips "he wants to marry me". Torn somewhere between wanting to turn back and support him, and the joyful excitement of a child looking at a large wrapped birthday gift for the first time, she chose to let Aidan do what he must. Climbing the stairs she couldn't help but smile. There was no doubt she'd someday be Juniper Thatcher, Aidan's wife.

Juniper found Aidan's room devoid of her man, she thought perhaps he'd made his way to the kitchen for something to eat. On her way down the stairs to the main landing, and with no candle to guide her way, she saw a dim glow the opposite direction from the dinning hall and kitchen entrance. She found her curiosity drawing her to whatever awaited.
As she came upon Myla's personal study room, she peeked through the door to a sight she'd never imagined. Aidan, sitting in a chair, pulled over and facing the painting of Emma. She'd almost gasped as she clapped her hand to her mouth. Myla had been so sure that Aidan would never step foot in the room, let alone look upon the old painting that Emma had sat muse for, on Aidan's nineteenth birthday.
His hands raking back through his hair as he looked up at it. From the side view of his face she could see how hard this was for him, he was filled with a nervous energy she'd never witnessed in her man before. Like he could run for the door at any minute. Sweat was thickly beading on his brow, the night had already been warm but facing his shadowy demons seemed to only intensify it all. He was talking quietly. She had to shallow her breathing and steady her heart to hear him.
His words were shaken, "Emma. Oh Emma... even looking on you now. This is so hard. I often find myself in moments alone and wonder if things had been different....if we had made it. But it's a past that runs my life in a direction I dare not explore. All my hardships and even my victories have brought me to the man I am today, and the life that comes with it. I can not regret that, even if I regret what came of you and my part in it. I still feel your presence linger. It's haunted me, aroused me from my sleep in the forms of hideous nightmares when I remember what transpired. I know it is not just my heart that hangs on, but I believe your spirit still lingers here." He stood, he approached the painting.
His fingers traced the outline of her jaw, his eyes cascaded over her features like one well acquainted with them. A landlord returning to inspect a homestead he'd been far and away from. Then he continued, "I need something from you... I need this, Emma... " She was amazed to find in the dull flicker of candlelight, that the man's cheeks glistened with moisture and she'd almost felt awful for being witness to the moment, .....almost. He was her man, afterall. "I love you, you know that... some part of my heart will always hold you in fond and perfect memories."
Junipers chest tightened and she felt ill a moment.
Then he continued "But our day is behind us.... I'm madly.. hopelessly in love with Juniper. I want to ask her to marry me, I need you to be okay with that... no.... no my Emma... I need you to give your permission for me to move on. All my failed attempts. all my failed relationships, in some way or another trace back to an unspoken, unfinished finality between us." He put his forhead to hers on the painting. "Let me go.... so that I may move on.... free me from the pain that has burdened me these nine years so that I may finish out my life in peace.... I"ve paid my penance.... I've paid for my crimes. Love me enough in return, to let me find happiness with Juniper" And as if a last goodbye, the candle lighting the scene before Juniper, snuffed out.

She crept away slowly, unsure what she'd just witnessed, but a renewed beat in her heart and glow to her cheeks. Her heart could not deny the words that formed soundlessly on her lips "he wants to marry me". Torn somewhere between wanting to turn back and support him, and the joyful excitement of a child looking at a large wrapped birthday gift for the first time, she chose to let Aidan do what he must. Climbing the stairs she couldn't help but smile. There was no doubt she'd someday be Juniper Thatcher, Aidan's wife.




