“Never look directly at the sun. Instead, look at the sunflower.”

Some say a sunflower means loyalty or adoration, and a sunflower field is like a sky with a thousand suns. It's indeed a fact that sunflowers end up facing the sun, but they go through a lot of dirt to find their way there. But never have I been giving such a flower for the purpose to do away with my stress. If the meaning of a sunflower is true, I can only pray it was a show of loyalty.
A rose can never be a sunflower, and a sunflower can never be a rose. All flowers are beautiful in their own way, and that's like women too. Each with their own qualities, their own traits that separates them from the rest.

But let not my thoughts of such things cloud my judgment and reasons. For I truly understand why I was given such at thing. I looked at it carefully, look at its shape, it's vibrant yellows and oranges, a sunflower can brighten your day...it's as if it is smiling like a happy face painted on the sun...so if you do only one thing all day, let it be to smile, so you can brighten the day of others around you, just like the sunflower.
However like any flower that was nipped at the stem, its beauty, its meaning, what it represents is only temporary. Without its roots , it will soon wilt and die. Such as my smile. In the past several tendays, blood has been spilled to include mine. Yet still more is to be spilled, and there doesn't seem to be an end to it any time soon.

All I can do, is hope I don't get uprooted. If someone ever seen the sunflower in my possession and asked me why I have it? I would offer them a goblet and say ..
“Come, come and sit beside me and watch the Sun and Sunflowers toast each other,
and perceive that peace is just a drink away from the eternity.”
























































































