Melisende wrote:Finally, allow me to address one charge directly. Servin, I don't know you and so, unlike you, I won't speculate on what agenda prompted you to level some rather ugly charges. Certainly your conjecture about the "fix" being in is entirely incorrect. At no time did I use anything other than the armor, shield, and weapon I was given in addition to my character's spells and abilities. Yes, I started all of the matches by casting ethereal jaunt once the opponent appeared in the arena. I did so because DM Absolution asked me to start each match without preparation. Was my routine tiresome? Certainly. If you desire and can take satisfaction in an admission by me, I will concede that it was no more exciting for me than the audience. It would have made little sense and provided no better spectacle though to charge into melee unprepared. In the end, your concern about my character being "promoted" is quite misplaced as I think I am done performing for Bouffons.))
Earlier on I have said the following:
/// At one point I wasn't sure if the match was rigged for a DM to pay a favour to the contestant and later overturned as too many negative tells were being sent or something else was going on...
Allow me to have my opinions about things and the permission to voice them, whenever I feel like it. I suppose it is a freedom given in most countries including mine and I am doing so, not running into abuse against anybody. By making my opinions public, anyone looking for feedback can easily find it here and thoughts, that have occurred during the event can be read, whether agreeable or not.
If at some point I was under the impression the match was rigged, I will also say it loud and I won't really be bullied out talking about my impressions if somebody thinks otherwise. Maybe I was not the only one who felt like it, but others do not wish to speak it out. I have also said:
/// I don't mind giving credit where it's due.
Now back to the reply itself...
Was my routine tiresome? Certainly. If you desire and can take satisfaction in an admission by me, I will concede that it was no more exciting for me than the audience. It would have made little sense and provided no better spectacle though to charge into melee unprepared.
Actually it would made a ton of a difference if you would do that. Not because you have foes and people who dislike you in the audience and watching you die would make them feel satisfied. Somewhere, somehow people (and I think you are included in that group by what you've said above) attending such events lost the sense of what those events are all about - fun and have replaced it with - need to win at all costs. In the end, you have taken away the fun from all the spectators, who have voiced their opinions with 3 minute buffs, to satisfy your need to win, therefore tick boxing comes into mind.
I do not understand what you have done there at all and perhaps you could PM me with explanation, so I could try and make sense of what's gone on. You say your routine was tiresome and you found it not exciting as did the audience, but you still did it because you were forced to? To what? To win or to have fun as the events meant to be?
I bet my money on it that if people would stop using this game as a rat race and would rather use it as a tool for good RP, where losing is an option, you yourself would not be fed up with a DM healing your opponents and wouldn't think your loss is a result of a cheat, while all of us would see the whole match more of a game of chance, than a rigged buff-fest where one side is a sure win. But what do I know? I'm just a buffoon with an opinion
But this is a discussion for a separate thread or the PM's. If you wish to continue it, please do so this way and let's have this thread open to help the DM gather feedback rather than read about personal escapades.