Re: The Edge of Memory - Aikura
Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2012 10:14 pm
-Hopeful Stars-
I stepped out into the brightly lit courtyard of the Friendly Arm Inn, the warm glow of the lamps somehow offsetting the cool night air. I left behind me the room that had been my home—and my prison—for so many months now. I left it in what I hoped was a very typical condition after long-term tenancy; not so clean as to be suspicious, nor so messy as to raise Bentley’s ire. I had burned most sensitive items, and now carried the remainder in a satchel slung across my shoulder. I descended the stairs and crossed the open space to the gate, beneath the notice of the small collective of late-night lingerers.Leaving the confines of the courtyard, I turned north toward Baldur’s Gate and the sierra of unfinished business that had accumulated there in my absence. The habits of a Thief never dulling, I left the road early and wandered instead in the parallel wilderness, beyond most people’s gaze. Though the traffic at this late hour was sparse, it nevertheless afforded me a peace of mind permitting my thoughts to wander and reflect. We had been to hell and back twice and, though we had by no means come through it unscathed, we were here all the same. First the Dreams and then the ghost Uuharel had taken everything from me, yet still I had found more to give at the end. To survive unforgivingly stacked odds and then triumph, even a muted triumph, it had awakened in me a deep reservoir of strength and will of which I was hitherto unawares. Where had that come from?
As I walked, I crossed the edge of the long shadow cast by the imposing Inn and was momentarily surprised by the bright silvery landscape illuminated by the heavenly bodies above. I paused in my stride and, with no one around, I unashamedly gazed upwards, allowing myself to be lost in childlike awe at the dotted ceiling of brilliant candles lighting my way. To this day I have nothing but distain for the embarrassing lights worn as armour by the many obnoxious magelings running around the Coast, but the stars held an entirely different magic for me. The night-time ubiquity of those impartial watchers was a potent symbol, and a perfect permanence. Our hopeful stars ascend the ether; the strings of weighty past they sever.
My indulging eyes drifted to heaven’s centre-stage where the moon rose with eclipsing prominence, and I eagerly drank in all that silver glory. My gaze traced the large smudge of light across the sky and, as I refocused, captured the plurality of the glittering Tears of Selune. Somewhere behind my eyes, a little girl watched and, with mute curiosity, wondered what pain had brought forth those crying lights. Did She weep for Her sister’s fall into darkness, as I had wept for mine? As I silently pursued my childish line of questioning, I felt a comforting presence; a reassuring invisible hand. I had survived. Shalinee, and Delphinn, and everyone else, had survived. The Guild, though stricken, limped on and, as everyone knew, wounded dogs fought fiercest. We would claw our way back. Everything would be okay now.
I closed my eyes, feeling moon and starlight wash over me in equal measures. I had always taken a recalcitrant pride in my Faithlessness, dismissing the piousness and zealotry of others as dumb superstition. But now, at this moment, in the wake of tragedy and triumph, under the gaze of heaven, I acquiesced to one further indulgence.
Unspoken and unacknowledged except within the depths of my heart, I prayed.













