Baldur's Gate : The Sword Coast Chronicles : NWN2 Persistent World

OOC: She finally reached Shammath after finishing her yath training in Ultrinnan. She was quickly taken into quellar Mori'hyanda by Vida, their Yath'tallar. She realized very quickly how different things in Shammath are in comparison to where she is from. She is not used to jaluks having any power and she has not learned to accept it what-so-ever. She has been beaten near to death by quellar Shammath's Yath'tallar Cazna and has only lost respect for the city and the way things are run. She is young and stubborn for sure... She does not understand why the great spider queen would allow this city to exist...

She began planning to over throw the jaluks in power all in time yet has not made many friends while here so her plans are most likely going to fall through, or worse, result in her death. She is not sure what to do at this point but she has learned to at least fake respecting drow in power even if she doesn't like them. Wisdom is not given through birth, it is some thing earned through experience. Some thing she is working on at such a young age. She is psychotic and short tempered at times which has landed her in a bad place in the city. She hasn't been there long and yet is known by a lot of the towns folk as a short tempered idiot who will most likely be burned alive. She is most likely on the verge of being thrown out of Mori'hyanda due to abuse in her title as a noble and stubborn decisions to speak out against the jaluks who rule the city and the Yath'tallar of Shammath for "shaming Lloth's will", as she puts it.

Hopefully she will mellow out some in the near future and all of these disturbances will be put to rest. Perhaps she will raise in power and rank and begin a new quellar that in time over throws the jaluk power in Shammath... Too soon to tell and her life's story is only begining... Lets hope it doesn't end any time soon... Mwahahahaha

Journal Entry 1

(( OOC: I do not know how drow keep time other than cycles so please work with me here :-p ))

*Written in drow*

Usstan do naut like this city. Usstan have been here for about a month. Vida seems strong but too nice. Cazna on the other hand... Usstan hate that jalil, Usstan refuse to even give her any title of nobility. That jalil is a coward and shameful to the great spider queen! Jaluks running the city? That is disgusting... Why did usstan ever come here? Usstan wish ussta parents were still alive, Usstan would move back to Ultrinnan.

Perhaps one cycle Usstan will dispose of the disgusting jaluks in charge... Usstan am already in a quellar, Vida is ussta yath'tallar. A few cycles ago a yath'tallar was burned alive and her quellar destroyed. It was by the jaluks that ran the city. Usstan wish to show them the true power of Lloth and put them all in their places. Stupid fools...

Last cycle Usstan met this weird drow. She glew with light and spoke very politely. She didn't seem to be in the right place. Usstan like her though. Her energy brings peace to ussta torn mind. Usstan do naut know what to do about this city... Usstan did want to start ussta own quellar but now Usstan just don't care.

Usstan feel... Lost... Kiransalee guide usst please, Lloth protect usst.

- Ssin'verin Elamshin

Journal Entry 2

It has been some time since Usstan last wrote... Usstan have been busy learning the art of divine death magick. The longer Usstan stay in this city the less faith Usstan have in the deities. What purpose do they even serve if we are all happy go lucky in this city. The Charmag are a bunch of rotheass's... All they do is order dos around while they break the laws they enforce. They always just seem to want to kick ussta ass. Where is Kiransalee? Why does she naut hear my prayers... Usstan think Usstan would do best to worship usstaself... Usst death magick comes from ussta... Usstan think Usstan will leave Mori'hyanda and go into hiding for now until Usstan can leave Shammath for good!

(( OOC: Her faith in Kiransalee is slowly dwindling away... She really only sees herself helping herself at this point.

She has taken it upon herself to befriend the Svirfneblin community and protect them from other drow. She has no interest in slaves because she likes to do things herself, her way. What will become of the young Yath who once worshiped Lolth? ))

Journal Entry 3


Usstan am done with the deities. This city has changed ussta so dramatically. Usstan have nau faith in Kiransalee. She grants usstan powers, supposedly, yet will naut answer usst prayers. Usstan am for ussta now. Usstan have no more patients. Usstan will leave the city... Ussta am done with Mori'hyanda. Usstan have naut even seen usst Ilharess or Yath'tallar in many cycles. Usstan do naut think they would even notice... Aluve city of damned drow... Dos disgust ussta...

OOC: In need of DM assistance to carry on with this character...

OOC: Ssin'verin has decided to drop her last name Elamshin (meaning Lloth's will) and her queller name as well. She no longer has any interest to having ties to anyone other than herself. She will befriend others but has no interest in answering to anyone. She removed all of her symbols or nobility and faith. She also decided to no longer wear colors of Lloth... Blue and white appealed to her. She has covered her face and is now some what hiding until she has prepared enough to leave Shammath.

OOC: She realized the following cycle that giving up her faith took away her power... Kiaransalle no longer does not answer her prayers, but also does not grant her divine powers. She cannot explain it exactly, she just has no ability to call upon the dark arts any longer...

She will have to make due as a fighter for a while. Quite a challenge for me but it's for the sake of role playing! God I'm a nerd...

OOC: Ssin'verin was fighting goblins and began to hear a faint voice echoing in the back of her mind... The words "Come young one, let the light of the moon guide dost blade...". She was quite confused by the statement, never having seen or heard of the moon in the first place. The mysterious voice continued to toy with her consciousness. She hears the voice say "Shed the blood of the wicked, let dost heart turn to the light of the moon...". She tries to ignore the voice and leave the caves but she begins to hear a melody play in her head... A song she has never heard before but is quite enchanting. The song's volume grows louder and then quite over and over again as she tries to make way through the caverns of displacer beasts... The song suddenly grows so loud that she collapses and is over taken by darkness... Her thoughts are empty for now... She can only see complete and total darkness...

With in the darkness a ball of light unfamiliar to her appears to shine in the distance... She stares at it with confusion and interest... She cannot see her body and is not sure if she even has one at this point in time. She Moves towards the light with conscious thought. As she moves closer she can start to make out, what appears to be, a shadow dancing in front of the sphere of light... She can see in more than one dimension and this confuses her very much so because her vision is different in a way she has never experienced before. She continues to watch this shadow dance in the distance, as she moves closer she can see it take form of a jalil with long long glimmering hair. She can see all colors of the rainbow as tiny pixelated dots appearing to come from the shadowy figure, they swirl around similar in the way fire rises.

She makes a large jump at the speed of light and is teleported strait to the face of the being. She feels as if all she can see is the jalil's face surrounded by bright light... It is a female drow's face...

*Mysterious voice...* " Usstan have heard what dos said about ussta... My followers hide in the caves like cowards do they? *laughs and pauses for a moment*... Usstan did naut appreciate that comment, however dos are forgiven... Now Ssin'verin, Usstan have a favor to ask of dos... Dos must forgive all of the things dos hold inside that drive dost anger to do things of evil intent... Dos must repent for dost sins. Dos will awake and find that dos are cleansed. Dos will no longer hold anger in dost heart. Hear this song... It will bring dos peace of mind... Dos must make right the ways of my evil mother... Usstan can only do so much... Find my followers in the underdark... They will help dos. Dos know who Usstan am so Usstan will not bother saying... This ball of light behind me is the moon. Dos will find in the future that it is a beautiful thing to gaze upon... Go now Ssin'verin... Dos have work to do..." *laughs awkwardly as the vison fades and you awake...*

Journal Entry 4

Usstan awoke to find that this cycle I have the ability to protect usstself from evil and heal myself... Nothing more. Usstan do no know exactly how Usstan know, it is beyond me, in the hands of the gods. Usstan remember a vision Usstan had. The goddess Eilistraee has visited ussta. She wants me to do acts of good. USstan cannot use any protective magicks or death magick. it is quite terrible. Usstan feel a lot lighter on my chest. Usstan am nau longer upset about the past. It is what it is. Now to move on to the future and "repent" as the gods have told ussta to do... Usstan will stay in hiding for some time. It seems to be the best decision for now.