At the edge of chaos: the beckoning darkness.
Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2012 4:29 am
He caught the tray right before it fell. He could not afford another mistake, after the one of two cycles ago: malla Jabbress deservedly punished him for endless candlemarks after he spilled her goblet of wine. His wounds were still half open, and bleeding occasionally. He would not survive another session...
He cursed his unsteady nerves, as another scream came from the chamber...she was having fun with her new toy, apparently. Maybe she would not notice him then, he thought desperately...It was in such occasions he was almost grateful to be just a half-blood servant ... malla Jabbress would never even look upon the likes of him with lust, nor anything else but contempt.
In the last week, she had already killed two jaluken for her pleasure, and a third for "not showing the proper respect" to a member of the yath and new Conclave seat. He did not know the details of the last, and he did not want to...he was one of her personal attendants, slaves, even if nobody called them that (there was no need). Being this close to her, he had seen much more than he cared to...He had witnessed the jabbress slitting her last mate's throat right after she used him (and he suspected she did it while he entered to make him watch)...he had seen her licking his blood, then turning her evil grin towards him, her eyes burning like braziers in the total darkness. She had been so powerfully beautiful and terrible, that he had begun shaking uncontrollably, stricken by the turmoil of emotions like a kivvil by the slaver's cudgel. It had been then, that he dropped her wine...
Steeling himself as her victim screamed once more, or rather feebly attempted to, he walked into Yath'tallar Bel'iira Sshamath's room knowing that any small mistake could be his last.
He would have rather killed his own entire family than step through that door. He would have tortured his own children, or his own lovers...he would have cut off his own right hand, Lolth tlu malla! But for all his desperate terror, he knew he could not escape her, not even in death. That was why everyone knelt before her and did as she commanded: no one could. No one...
He cursed his unsteady nerves, as another scream came from the chamber...she was having fun with her new toy, apparently. Maybe she would not notice him then, he thought desperately...It was in such occasions he was almost grateful to be just a half-blood servant ... malla Jabbress would never even look upon the likes of him with lust, nor anything else but contempt.
In the last week, she had already killed two jaluken for her pleasure, and a third for "not showing the proper respect" to a member of the yath and new Conclave seat. He did not know the details of the last, and he did not want to...he was one of her personal attendants, slaves, even if nobody called them that (there was no need). Being this close to her, he had seen much more than he cared to...He had witnessed the jabbress slitting her last mate's throat right after she used him (and he suspected she did it while he entered to make him watch)...he had seen her licking his blood, then turning her evil grin towards him, her eyes burning like braziers in the total darkness. She had been so powerfully beautiful and terrible, that he had begun shaking uncontrollably, stricken by the turmoil of emotions like a kivvil by the slaver's cudgel. It had been then, that he dropped her wine...
Steeling himself as her victim screamed once more, or rather feebly attempted to, he walked into Yath'tallar Bel'iira Sshamath's room knowing that any small mistake could be his last.
He would have rather killed his own entire family than step through that door. He would have tortured his own children, or his own lovers...he would have cut off his own right hand, Lolth tlu malla! But for all his desperate terror, he knew he could not escape her, not even in death. That was why everyone knelt before her and did as she commanded: no one could. No one...