Baldur's Gate : The Sword Coast Chronicles : NWN2 Persistent World

Race: Drow
Age: 115
Class: Cleric
Gender: Female
Height: Average
Weight: Average
Hair Color: Silver
Eye Color: Amethyst

Zesinilwae was born into a wealthy and powerful Drow house in Ched'Nasad. Ilwae's (nickname) mother was the youngest sister of the Matron mother of her house. Ilwae showed a great aptitude for magic early on, and seemed to absorb all knowledge taugh to her with ease. At the appropriate age she was sent to the school for the future Priestesses of Lolth.

During her years at the academy she was among the top of her class, her connection to Lolth was as expected from someone from such a prominent house. Though Ilwae never showed the same ruthlessness as the other Priestesses, she was applauded for her ability to learn spells.

At the last year of her Academy, Ilwae had alot of pressure on her, as her mother had long been grooming Ilwae to take part in her Coup to elimate the current matron mother of the house. During the end of her school year, her mother had doubts about Ilwae true commitment to Lolth and and therefore decided to send her Daughter on a Blooding. Though Ilwae had been spared of the tradition when she was younger, she had always wondered about them. Not knowing what was in store for her, the task was given to her by the Matron mother herself. The Matron mother had always despised Ilwae, though she kept the reasons for herself, Ilwae's mother had told her that they feared the Priestess she could become.

She quickly learned that the Matron mother had no intentions of letting Ilwae ever becoming the Priestess she hoped to be one day. As the task for the Blooding was given, Ilwae was to lead a very small group of raiders to the surface and slaughter a small settlements of humans and return the kids if any the humans might have, alive. Ilwae knew what were to become of these prisoners, either they were to be taken as slaves or if they were to young, be sacrificed to the Spider Queen.

-Still being worked on, just wanted the thread active-

<The Blooding>

-Being worked on-

- Diary -

- A new day, A new life (Day 1)

After traveling these vermin infested tunnels for an eternity, i have at last reached a city. I rented a small house with just enough room for me and Anavel. The owner actually had the nerve to ask me for what my purpose in the city were, me! A male who dare question a Priestess. Sometimes i wonder if my path is wrong, perhaps i should just return to Ched'Nasad, these conflicting emotions are close to maddening. If not for Anavel, i think i would loose myself, but i am glad she decided to stay with me, Lolth knows i do not deserve companions of any sort.

Zesinilwae Di'arrion

- Second day in Sshamath (Day 2)

Another day in Sshamath, i would prefer being in the Demonweb Pits.
Because of my.....flaw i would probably suffer the same fate as our cursed surface cousins. I try and adapt to this life but wherever i go i am reminded of how my life could have been. Today i was assaulted by a Male, A MALE! he dared commanding me to Unsummon Anavel. I HATE this city, a flawed city where the men rule and Lolth's priestesses are mere commoners. To the pits with this entire city. Despite of todays events, Anavel remains patient with me.

Zesinilwae Di'arrion

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Returning from the Bazaar Cel'lith walked the short distance to the stalagmite that served as the offices of the Charnag Maelthra.

"Another jabress, likely new to town, causing trouble in the city," he thought to himself.
"She is lucky I left her alive, the Conclave does not take lightly to visitors ignoring their edicts. I am sure the bitches of the temple clean her wounds and whisper words of vengeance into her ears even now. Perhaps she will make the attempt, perhaps she will understand her place in this dark. Regardless she presented such a delicious opportunity to demonstrate the power of the Conclave, something every visitor to Sshamath should understand."
Stepping past the gate guard he turned his attention to other more pressing matters.

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- No Escape. (Day 3)

I woke up to another day in Sshamath, my bed is actually not all that bad. I made a smart choice in bringing with me some items of some worth when i left Ched Nasad, without it i would have to sleep on the streets. I spent the day inspecting the marketplace, a few interesting items were for sale. I also learned that there are no safe routes away from here, so it appears i am stuck here, for now at least. The rest of the day i spent inside meditating and thinking about my future. Sad to say is that there is no escape from me, i am an abomination, there is no hope for me. There is no escape, only certain death. Though at times i do wonder if there are others out there like me, i have heard rumours, but i doubt they are real.

Zesinilwae Di'arrion

- Spells Malfunctioning (Day 4)

Another day here in Sshamath, i woke up thinking that i ought to do more than just stay inside complaining about my situation. I have felt something odd when i cast spells lately, instead of instantly taking effect it takes a little longer. In a combat situation this could mean my death or worse Anavel's. When i think back to my training at the Academy i think i know the answere, but it is too frightening to accept at this point. Perhaps i am truly alone now.

Zesinilwae Di'arrion

- Exploring the tunnels (Day 5-7)

Another day where i have rested less then i wanted. My body feels heavy and weak, but i guess that is to be expected. After having spent the last two days exploring the nearby tunnels. I am shocked to see how little control Sshamath has over the nearby tunnels. I found large gathering of goblins and kobold slaves wandering the tunnels, not to mention the large lizardmen looking creatures in one of the main tunnels. My magic remains weakened, and i paid the price by getting a few cuts and bruises from the constant attacks by the goblin and lizardmen creatures. I wonder how long it will take before my magic dissapears completely.

Zesinilwae Di'arrion