Apology/ mindset

[Israe]

I wanted to apologize to players who may or may not have been on the receiving end of my bad attitude lately. Since I got the surgery I've been stuck in bed, and don't really have any help nor can I be physically active. I do cardio every morning, and go to the gym every night before this and since then I've felt week, pathetic, and I realize its effecting my communication skills. I am a very logical person, and when I'm trying to communicate with you guys there is a purpose, but I also realize that a lot of what I'm saying is being said in a negative manner, and I'm being rather abrasive with how I say it.
I feel it is very important for me to mention when I'm feeling negative emotions, I have a habit of masking it with anger and smart ass comments. That could be sadness, irritated, hurt. I generally disguise them and I've been feeling a lot of it since I got the surgery. I'm making this post because I've let it bleed through on over five players today alone, some minor some major. Some may not realize it and some may, but I realize that I am doing it. To correct it I'm going to try to force myself to be active tomorrow, get up and spend some energy, and do something positive. My situation is I can't walk, hurting pretty bad, and supposed to be stuck in bed until the 17th. I CANT STAND THIS. So if I'm taking it out on you I apologize, please just let me know if I'm in game and being a bitch that I am in fact being a bitch.