The handwriting on this letter is shaky at times, and there are a few discolored spots throughout its surface, likely caused by something dripping onto it. In some of the spots, the letters are distorted, indicating that they had been written before the fluid landed on the parchment. Both of these issues intensify towards the end of the letter.
Dear Mom and Dad,
Again, I'm sorry I haven't been able to keep up with my letters. I've been out of town for most of the past tenday, and I only came back to the Gate this morning. I think. It's… a bit of a blur. I'm glad everything's okay back home, and that Kaylen's leg is getting better; it's good to hear good news right now. I just wish I had some of my own to write here. Where should I begin…?
I found some troll hides lying around outside town. It looked like somebody had just… dumped them, for some reason. I heard they were paying a nice sum for troll hides in Candlekeep, so I hired someone to take me there by boat. Easy, right? Except… it
wasn't. I managed to sneak past the giant beetles and the ogres between me and the Keep, and I got the hides through, but when I got back, the boat was gone! I didn't know what else to do, so I ran. I ran as fast and as far as I could, but the beetles were faster, and my magic wasn't strong enough. I managed to outrun the beetles, but then I ran into these huge scorpions, and while I was running away from
them I ran into the beetles again, and I tripped, and I fell, and…
When I woke up, there was a Tempuran - a cleric or a knight of some kind, called Vallise - looking down at me, healing me and occasionally fending off more beetles. He helped me get to Beregost, and then he bought me a magic license; apparently you need those to cast spells in Amn. I stayed in Beregost for a while, but I just
had to get back to the Gate.
Alone. Gods, how could I have been so stupid?
I spent
days running north - I don't even know what I had to get through anymore. Beetles, goblins, kobolds...
everything was out to kill me, and I couldn't even stick to the Trade Way for most of the trip. I spent all my healing potions, and when I ran out of those, I treated my wounds any way I knew, but... I don't even know how I made it to the Chionthar, let alone the Gate! If it weren't for Isabella… Oh, I guess I haven't mentioned her before. I met her once before the trip - she's a little weird, and always seems to be carrying a book, but... I guess she's all right? Anyway, I must have passed out, bleeding to death by the campfire outside the Gate, and I guess she found me like that.
This… this was never meant to go this way. I thought my magic would protect me long enough to get the hang of this, but... I just can't do it. I can't stay alive if I don't learn to use my powers to defend myself, but I can't learn that unless I live through a few fights. Isabella thinks I don't
have to run away, but I need to accept that I could easily die any time... I'm not sure I can do that, either. And how am I going to get through this on my own? If I knew how to get back home in one piece, I
would, but for now… I have to work it out. Somehow. What other choice do I have?
I miss you
so much,
Shali
Elfsong Tavern, Baldur's Gate
Ches 16, 1355