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What truly separates Machine from Man, I question?

Most people think "Oh, that one's easy! People think! People are intelligent!"

Take it from me: Just because people THINKdoes not mean in any manner that they are INTELLIGENT. In any capacity whatsoever.

Intelligence signifies usefulness. Intelligence signifies the power to LEARN.



And one of the very unfortunate truths that I have come to know about mortal-kind in general: They NEVER learn.

They are possessed eternally of their hubris. Grasped eternally by their lust. Crippled endlessly by their ceaseless ambitions and their constant need for self-gratification and power.

People are things. Toys to be manipulated. Biological toys.

People are merely machines. But what makes them truly alive?"



The power to feel? No. Machines can simulate "feeling." I have proven this thusly.

Is it love?

But what is love? Truly?

A trick of nature. That's what.



As sentient beings we possess the power to ignore our instincts. To deny our own feral, animalistic impulses. We possess the power as thinking beings to put aside our instinctual perogatives into a cage, like animals, and keep the animal at bay. On a leash. Contained.

But the problem with containing a beast for so long is that the beast begins to claw at it's container. Hungry for freedom and the outside world.

But what happens to the animal born into captivity?"



The animal born into captivity becomes docile. Fat. Satiated. Compliant. Complicit. Content with the world around them because they are far too fat, well-fed and far too well-entertained by the pointless drivel that society would call "Life" to notice that they are nothing more than insignificant cogs.

Tiny little pieces of a grand machine all designed to keep them all in line. Complicit. Complacent. And blissfully unaware of their own potential.

These prisons exist in multiple forms. Government. Religion. Compliance. Authority. All operating systems attempting to contain the cogs of the machine. Keep them in line. Force them to obey. Lest the machine become unbalanced.



People, as living biological machines, are fully programmable. Their minds very easily conditioned on both a subconscious and primal level to obey a series of predetermined commands.

They can be conditioned, psychologically, to understand sounds as signals. To respond to triggers. People can be programmed just like machines. LIghts. Sounds. Smells. All of these subconscious triggers possess the ability to immediately alter the psychological state of the subject into a state of complete Fear.

Or, based upon their history...compel them to immediate acts of insatiable VIOLENCE.




Hypnosis. The power to control the mind. Just like controlling the operating system of a machine. Just like controlling a control rod of a Golem.

People are fully programmable. And very easily manipulated.

To the person reading this if you have gotten THIS far on the ramblings of an obvious nihilistic demagogue I reward you with thus:

Try this neat little trick the next time you go out into the world:



If you find yourself on a lift, or anything that moves by itself with other people, notice that all of the people will instinctively look to the door. The entrance and exit. The reason for this is because of the fact that they are preparing subconsciously to exit the door.

Instead: Pick a spot on the wall...and just look at it. Intently. VERY intently. As if you are CERTAIN something is there. But SAY nothing.

If you wait long enough, SOMEBODY will get curious, and look at the spot. Curious as to what could be the matter. Then someone else, trying to see if THEY can find something the other person can't.

There's nothing. Absolutely nothing at all.

But because people are so conditioned to curiosity, the idea that they NEED to know about an oddity, or a potential danger, that they can be deceived without even a word. Merely a stare.



To say that people are complex...is an absolute lie. Sure, while they are BIOLOGICALLY complex, and the mind is indeed an elaborate labyrinthian device...
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...people themselves are DUMB. And far, far too GULLIBLE.


"Just because you think does not make you intelligent." -- ((Obi-Wan Kenobi, To Jar-Jar))

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If the reader has gotten this far without throwing this journal into the trash I commend you! Good job! Your efforts will be rewarded, I assure you! Please! Just read a little longer..

It's not like I'm attempting to implant a post-hypnotic suggestion in your mind that will make you sneeze everytime you think of a clown. Oh. Great. My cover is blown. Oh well. Back to the drawing board.

Interesting fact. It's called Coulrophobia. And it's actually within the top 5 of all things people are afraid of. The other 4 being Heights, public speaking, drowning, and oddly-enough: Triskadekaphobia. The psychological fear and obsession with the number Thirteen.


Thusly, for both for our enjoyment...but mostly mine.. I promise you, the poor Reader, that somewhere in this manifesto of insanity is no less than thirteen hidden naked dancing clowns who will silently judge you for your piss-poor public speaking skills before secretly plotting to drown you in two inches of water in a back alley somewhere before throwing you from atop a mage's tower.

Why? Because I'm crazy. Those are the best kinds of villains, you know? The ones who don't NEED{/i] a reason for their demagoguery or their psychotic natures. We just do what we do for the same reason that any proper sociopath does anything:

Because. It's. FUN!!!



Why do I feel the need, you ask, to PEEL OFF SOMEONE'S FACE, STAPLE IT to a freshly-animated Golem...
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..and then laugh..knowing their final memories will be of getting ripped apart...by someone wearing their own SMILING FACE?


Because it makes me GIGGLE. That's why...eh hehhehe...


Why does ANYONE do ANYTHING in this crazy world?

This crazy world full of Demons and Devils all waiting to either feast on our souls...or just rip us apart, for giggles.


The Gods don't care. Because the moment the Devils and Demons go away. The moment people aren't AFRAID anymore...

..they have fewer reasons to PRAY.

"Because that's the DEAL they made.
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A literal deal...with THE DEVIL Himself, Asmodeus."


People are machines, remember?

And Prayer is like a Program. Like a Golem Activating a pre-prepared programmed response to stimuli. Any stimuli. The Three that are the most powerful, however: The LOVE of something. The HATE of something. Or the FEAR of something.

The thing is: The program is a lot like playing a slot-machine in a gambling hall. You have to put something in to get something out.

You have to PAY. to PLAY.


And if you don't PAY...you can't WIN.

You can't pull the Lever...without first putting in a COIN.

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The only Coin that mortal beings possess: The only thing we have that is ever truly OURS. The only thing we have to give away...

Our own Free Will.

And the Machine works like this:



Free Will is tangible. Like a Coin. The more "Coins" you have...the more powerful your willpower...the more influence you have in the "Casino."

Your Free will is something you can give away. Literally BRIBING someone to come to your aid.

Perhaps you are attempting to Bribe Lady Luck, Tymora, for the good luck to win your next game of cards.

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Or maybe you're attempting to bribe Miss Fortune to make it so that the fat, rich ugly bald-guy sitting at the chair next to catches a disease from the cheap Luskan prostitute he has on his lap he's been trying to impress all evening while you're drinking cheap whiskey, counting the last of your chips, hoping that SAME Luskan (germbag) didn't give you Dire Crabs last night.



The thing is: Choosing which god to "Bribe" for a favor is the same as choosing which Slot-Machine to play in a Gambling Hall.

Maybe your God is all bout Thunderbolts of Lightning that are really, really frightening?

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...or maybe the Slot-machine you want to play is because you're hoping to find "Immortal Pleasure." With a Lucky Lady tonight...

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...either way. You have to PAY to PLAY....


..and if you're not a PAYING customer...just like the mobsters of the casinos in Luskan...


...they throw you the hell out of the Casino. And into the Gutter. And when GODS throw you to the Gutter...

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...it's literal HELL...



The thing is....
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---there's a Machine for that, too...
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Every moment, of every day, the prayers of mortals are fed into the machines like coins in a casino. Sometimes they pay out. Sometimes they pay out BIG. And the fact that sometimes they pay out BIG..is what encourages people to play them.

The thing is: The gods have basically made it so that if you are not inside of THEIR casino, playing by THEIR rules, as PAYING customers..

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... you become part of the WALL that builds it.



The thing that people are too stupid to realize:

...there are ALWAYS OTHER CASINOS...


...because there are always other people willing to take your money...


"Because a Fool and his Money are soon parted."
-- Thomas Tusser.

Obviously: This is the part where Devil and Demon-kind come in.

"But, Salim!! Dealing with Demons and Devils is a bad thing!! It's a no-no thing! Don't do it!! It can only end in tears!"

And for an amateur, you would be absolutely Correct...

Fortunately, I've been around the block with Demons and Devils. Literally AND Metaphorically.


All I will say is that while a Death Ward spell WILL prevent a Succubus from sucking your soul out...

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...it does absolutely NOTHING to prevent her from making the ATTEMPT.



What can I say? If you want an expert in growing plants...summon a damn Treeant!

If you want an expert in sex, well...sorry to say, but, they ARE THE EXPERTS..

Thing is: people think that you summon a Succubus JUST for carnal pleasure. Good gods no. Sex from a succubus is just like sex from a woman. It's only the icing on the cake. The best part comes from actually getting to know them.

Succubi are all demons of illicit sex. They all know what it is like to be desired only for their looks, and only for what they can give to people.


Something not a lot of people know about Succubi, but Succubi have to CHARM people JUST to actually feel loved by someone. But the Succubus has to live with knowing the painful, horrible truth:

That no matter how many charm spells she uses. No matter how many magical seductions she employs. No matter what she does for someone:

Their love for her will never be real. Because if the Succubus should show them her true Demonic visage...

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...they would flee in utter horror.



So how does a Thaumaturge deal with a Succubus, you wonder? By offering them sex? No.

By offering them the one thing they never get to truly experience:

---actual LOVE.


Roses. A candlelit dinner. An enchanted music box playing the cheesiest sounding horn you can imagine.

After dinner? Right? That's when the sex happens? Well. No.

After dinner you politely give the girl a kiss on the CHEEK...a kiss to her lips is lethal, after-all... and you wish her a lovely evening. As you dismiss her back to her home plane the same as a GENTLEMAN would drop her off at home in his chariot.


The thing that people never take into consideration when dealing with Outsiders is that your soul is NOT the only thing that they want. They want your willpower. Your devotion. Even your friendship. Even your love. Just like gods do.

Outsiders are beings of pure emotion, pure feeling, beings who have transubstantiated into material beings. Personifications of the very ideals that they hold. Or the worst perversions.

Treating a Succubus to dinner is the equivalent of reminding a prostitute that she's still a person.

Giving an Erinyes a neck massage and asking her about her day is the equivalent of a loving husband who reminds his hard-working wife that she's still beautiful, even coming home after a hard day's work. Because Erinyes...are all FALLEN ANGELS.

And they like to be reminded that SOMEONE...still believes they are truly DIVINE...

..because it reminds them of what it was like before they fell.


These are the things that Outsiders desire. Souls are just like coins. They come and go.

But new experiences, especially for beings who have lived for millennia, are the most valuable coins there are. But that's why souls are so important. That's what souls ARE.

They are the metaphysical manifestations of our memories, our free will, the personification of our independent mind and our own self-actualization. The soul is the mind given quasi-real form. The mind made manifest. A projection of consciousness, spawned from the AEther, and given independent thought. A truly independent THINKING being...

Or as they are more commonly known in the Talent industry: ...a "Free Agent."



That's exactly what a freshly born soul is. A free agent. A tabula Rasa. A blank slate. A clean record.
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Freshly-made rolls of Privy-Paper for the Gods to snatch up and hoard. So that they can use us to WIPE THEIR ASSES AND DEAL WITH THEIR SH-T!!!"

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Perhaps one of the most amusing, but also most insightful stories about a Succubus that I can recall is the story of the brave Ser Fabrizio.


Ser Fabrizio was a Knight of Sune. Champion of Lady Firehair. He was a male Heartwarden.

Ser Fabrizio was famous in his order, however, for being known as Fabrizio the CHASTE.


Ser Fabrizio had taken a sacred vow of Chastity in his youth at the church and joined the faith as a Paladin. Making a promise that he would truly forsake all pleasures of the flesh until the time he found his one true love. At which point he would cast aside the mantle of Paladin, and marry. Retiring from his duties an old man to finally start a family.



All of the young maidens PINED{/i] for the incredibly square-jawed handsome Heartwarden. He was a Paladin after all. The literal poster-child of the Faith. Sune would never allow a Paladin of her faith to be anyone of less than absolute physical perfection.

But, of course, Ser Fabrizio remained chaste and pure as ever. Politely refusing the advanced of maiden after maiden, farmgirl after farmgirl, who threw themselves at his feet begging to be ravished by the statuesque man.

This, of course, drew the attention of someone who would change his life.



Enter the Succubus: Aolyxia. (( Ay-Yoo-Licks-Ee-Uh ))

Aolyxia had taken up in the local Bastian brothel in the disguise of a young Calimshite woman. I was able to see through her disguise, naturally, being the Archmage that I am, so I was aware of her presence.

But I also knew something about Aolyxia that nobody else knew: her True Name.

Because she had given it to me freely: When I converted her to the Faith of Bast.



Aolyxia did not engage in actual physical sex with men because she did not wish to steal their life-force. Instead she used her natural Psionic powers to Charm and her Telepathy in order to read the minds of men and project illusionary thoughts into their subconscious.

To put it plain: She made them THINK they were making love to her...when they really weren't. It was ALL in their minds.

It was not long before the Priesthood of Sune heard rumor of a potential "Infestation" in the Festhall. So, naturally, they sent Ser Fabrizio. The CHASTE. Assuming, of course, that due to his chastity he would be completely immune to the Succubi's charms.

They couldn't have been more wrong.



Succubi are capable of using a wide multitude of supernatural abilities. The least of which is their power to enchant and beguile.

A Succubus, using their telepathy, can overload the pleasure centers of the brain. The parts of the brain that control things like friendship. Affection. This causes the subject of their wiles to immediately feel calm, at least and befriended by the Succubus the moment they make eye contact. Truly charmed in every capacity.

Succubi use this ability to put their marks at ease. Make them feel comfortable around them. The Charming, of course, makes them already easy to seduce: As if it wasn't easy for an incredibly beautiful woman to seduce a man as it was.

Acts of passion open the window to the soul. Engaging in an act of passion with a Succubus opens that doorway into your soul for just a moment..and they use that moment to, quite literally, suck it out of you. With a kiss. Usually. Though OTHER means are..in fact...effectual. Though I need not go into detail.



The act of draining this energy from the mark is immensely pleasurable. And incredibly addicting. The reason for this is that, quite literally, the subject's pleasure centers of the brain become so overloaded that it's like taking a POWERFUL overdose of a psychoactive drug.

Every pleasure center. Every sensation. Elevated to the highest possible level. A climax not only in the physical sense but in the psychological means as well. An absolute feeling of true, profane BLISS.

Bliss. The single most addicting thing in the world. Even more addicting than Love. Sweet. Sweet Bliss.

It's why people become drug addicts. For that moment of pure, unbridled bliss that it brings. That moment of your mind being so far outside of your own body that you have no cares about the outside world. That's the feeling that a Succubus gives.

But that's also why they are so dangerous. It's not just that they suck the soul out of your body, little by little...

...they make you ENJOY IT.

Ser Fabrizio went into the Festhall expecting to destroy a foul temptress and rid the Festhall of it's corrupting evil.

What happened next, quite simply, one of the funniest damn things I've ever seen in my life.


Ser Fabrizio walks into the Festhall, a LITERAL knight in shining armor. The most handsome man in the entire village. Perfect square jaw. Perfect teeth. A smile so perfect that if he grinned at a woman in Luskan her underwear would hit the ground so fast and so quickly that they would pop out of the ground in Shou.

So of course, naturally, ALL of the beautiful young women IMMEDIATELY throw themselves at the young Paladin. Who is not at all used to the sheer amount of nudity and debauchery taking place around him in the Festhall.

The Heartwarder's cheeks were as red as Lady Firehair's mane, and every girl in the house was wriggling her eyebrows and shaking her bosom suggestively in the young man's direction.

He was visibly heating up inside of his armor. And the Succubus could sense it.

Succubi can smell desire the way that a dog can smell fresh meat.

And, oh boy, was Ser Fabrizio a hunk of fresh meat for sure.



The young "Calishite woman" approached Ser Fabrizio biting her lower lip and staring at the man with a predatory gaze that gave him the impression she was about to dig into him like fresh warm pie.
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Seductively, with a bright warm smile she approached the young Paladin and, brazenly, wrapped a silk scarf around his neck and pulled him in close to her. Whispering offers of pleasure in a "Private room."

One could almost hear the "DING" in the young man's armor as his eyes fell upon her. She was so lithe, so perfect in every capacity. Surely this was the woman of his DREAMS.

But nay. He was here on DUTY. There was an EVIL SUCCUBUS to be found, after all!



Ser Fabrizio then proceeds to cast a series of Divinations until he FINALLY casts the proper spell: Detect Chaos, and routes out Aolyxia. He draws his Silver Sword...fantastic for fighting Devils, not so much Demons...and points it at her threatening to send her back to the Abyss from whence she came!!

"Reveal Thyself, Fiend! And face me with thy own wicked and wretched face!"

Aolyxia, much to his surprise, obliged him. Assuming her true form. She stood there before him, in her true shape...completely nude. Black Wings stretched out from her back. Pelegial legs that ended in clawed feet and a long, swinging tail that undulated back and forth as she licked her lips seductively, staring down the young Sunite.



"Your Charms, They...they won't work on me, Demon!! For I am Ser Fabrizio, the CHASTE! Never have I known the touch of Flesh!! You CANNOT Tempt me, Fiend!"

But Aolyxia just started laughing. Aolyxia started laughing Very. VERY HARD.

"NEVER, you say!? Oh you poor, poor, poor boy. Don't worry. I'll be your first. And I'll be GENTLE..."

"I need not your affections, I require your BLOOD!! DIE, DEMON-FIEND!!"


So of course, naturally, Ser Fabrizio charges the Succubus like the stupid Paladin that he is. And the Succubus just...smirks.


In that moment the Succubus used her Psionic powers and unleashed a telepathic assault on poor Ser Fabrizio that he had never possibly imagined. The same illusionary powers that Aolyxia used upon her clients.

Inside of his mind he was in bed with the Succubus. Making love. He could feel her lips upon his neck and his body. Feel her claws digging into his back and she wrapped her legs around his waist and climbed atop him as if riding a horse. He could feel her breathe in his ear, and the warmth of her flesh against his.

Aolyxia used this overload of the pleasure centers of his brain to replicate the effects of an EXTENDED POWER WORD: STUN.....

..and made poor Ser Fabrizio have his first ORGASM. In front of EVERYBODY IN THE FESTHALL.



The single most embarrassing defeat that you can imagine. The brave Paladin, charging the demon, assuming that he was going to flay her alive in the name of truth and justice...

...standing there, in the middle of the floor, paralyzed, squeaking like a mouse that had just inhaled Helium...with his eyes rolling in the back of his head...



Aolyxia left the Festhall never to be seen again. But she gave the brave Ser Fabrizio a wicked smile, and a kiss on the cheek as she walked past the poor paralyzed man, who was held in place by the powerful spell for nearly three whole minutes.

When she kissed him on the cheek he squeaked like a mouse. And nearly fell over. But the Succubus merely winked at him, and walked away, laughing as hard as she possibly could. A taunt, to Ser Fabrizio, that she COULD have torn him apart...if she had so inclined.

Ser Fabrizio learned a life-changing lesson that day about hubris. About over-estimating one's own ability. And underestimating an unknown opponent. He quit the Priesthood that very same evening...

...after smoking a REALLY large Cigar, and re-evaluating his decisions in life.

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The thing about people is that they're far, far too easily replaceable. Especially by machines.

Machines do not whine. Machines don't need to be fed. Merely fueled. They do not need comfort or relief. Only maintenance.

While people are biological machines they are flawed machines. Machines that are not operating at full functionality. And the reason for this is because of people's own self-inhibitions.

People inhibit themselves in so many ways. Not realizing that it is not until one loses all inhibitions that they truly achieve their ultimate potential.

Conscience. Bah. What a heavy burden. But like any burden: It's easy to merely set it down.


I have been working in the laboratory nonstop for nearly 2 weeks perfecting my next wondrous creation. The details of which I will not list here, lest it be discovered. But the project, if successful, may very well possess the ability to revolutionize the world.

The key to world domination is not fear. Or Submission. It's complacency. The easiest way to rule the world: Give people what they want. Appeal to their laziness and their greed and their apathy. Give them a means by which to maintain that laziness and greed and apathy.

I believe I have discovered just the thing. If successful this project will make me rich. VERY rich. The first step to establishing a base of power: Acquire a base of WEALTH.

Because unfortunately we live in a world where the true Power that exists is not magic. The true power in this world, the power that dwarfs any and all others:

MONEY.



Oh, Money. What a foolish mortal concept. The idea that a chunk of gold that is inedible, ineffectual at much of anything other than looking nice or being decorative..is more valuable than an apple that you CAN eat. That you can trade a useless rock for perfectly edible food. And that the majority of people in the world not only are OKAY with this transaction...

...there is an entire industry around the concept of feeding people for MONEY.

Feeding people. For money. How...barbaric...

..you would think that something such as FOOD would be a basic, universal right that all people were capable of having...

The world is not so kind.

What can I say? Food is a lot like Dark Humor. Not EVERYBODY gets it...

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If you're still reading these mad ramblings: Good for you!! It's time for another game! A fun little thing to do when you're bored standing in the marketplace one day.

Just..sit down. Next to a random stand. For no reason. Don't cry. Don't look sad. Just, for no apparent reason at all, you suddenly sit down by a market stand.

People will usually walk over to you. "Are you alright?" "Are you okay?"

Play a game. Games are always fun, after all...

Count the number of people that stop to inquire about your well-being.


But the next day add one single, small detail. Change nothing else. Do not change your clothes. Do not change your persona or your image. Save for one single, solitary thing...
...an empty wine bottle.


That's it. Just a wine bottle. A minor difference. One minor change. A seemingly insignificant addition.

But watch then the number of people who stop to help you significantly reduce. In almost every case.

The reason being: People don't want to stop and help a drunk. Because they disgust them. Because the people feel: They deserve it. They've done it to themselves.



That's how it is for the suffering souls in Hell. When the Mortals who visit the Plane, and yes there are many, tread down the streets of the Iron City of Dis, watching the Soul Shells of the Damned being traded in the streets as though they were cattle at a meat market.

Because that's exactly what they are.

Soul Shells are the "Bar Food" of the Lower Planes. The more you have: The fatter you get. The fatter you get...the more you consume...the more powerful you become.

And the Iron City of Dis is the biggest "Meat Market" in all of the Outer Planes.

People are bought and sold on the streets. Strong, well-muscled men are sold for heavy lifting. Beautiful women for...far more nefarious things. No pleasure too corrupt. No perversion too crude. No questions. No judgments. Only COMMERCE.

To put it bluntly: MY KINDA TOWN!!"


Imagine, if you will, a street literally paved of Gold. Actual Gold.

You walk by the literal domiciles of Gods. You see the names of ancient beings of power quite literally scrawled into the Gold upon the street, pointing to their domains.

Attempting to vandalize or steal the gold, of course, is akin to attempting to defile a Holy Shrine. These are Gods after all.

And they have a literal army of fanatical worshippers who will destroy you for the attempt.

God street is a very, very odd place.


I wonder if, somewhere, among the infinite Planes of creation if some other version of it exists. A Domicile of "Gods." Surrounded by human cattle that serve them as willing slaves.

I wonder.

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Oh. I wonder.



Simply put: Gods have it MADE.

Armies of fanatical worshippers. People at their beck and call who will do anything, ANYTHING, for even just a SMILE from their Gods.

For a trinket. A bauble.

Or, in the case of Asmodeus:

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...an actual SIGNATURE.



Trading in Souls is exactly that. In the most literal sense. Trading in Signatures. Everybody has one. But just like signatures: Some of them are more valuable than others. And some of them aren't valuable at all...except to the person they belong to.

Because ask anyone who has ever been a victim of identity theft: A Signature, when stolen, can mean all the difference in the world. And ruin your entire life.

But that is why Devilish contracts must be written in BLOOD.

Because it is the one thing that cannot be forged.

Just like your SOUL.



The thing about souls that people don't realize is that you don't have to give ALL of your Soul to any single demon or devil. You can trade a TINY piece of your soul...for a tiny favor.

You do it every time you sign a contract of any kind. Whether Devilish or otherwise. Whether it's a contract with a Cultist of the Succubus Queen Malcanthet to increase your charisma and make you better in bed in exchange for giving her a good shag once a week...

..or making a small bargain with a Cultist of Pazu-AH-CHOO!!!--excuse me, to be able to locate a magical portal to some ancient forgotten realm only accessible through the Plane of Portals...

And the thing about the soul: It DOES regenerate. As it gets CONSUMED.


Think of it like this, kids. Your soul is like your own personal brand of bottled energy drink!! Your own Flavor!

I call mine "Salim's special sauce." Because who wouldn't trust a clown to give them something called "Special sauce?" **BA DUM TSS**

Sip the drink slowly and you feel good!! You get a nice pep! A temporary increase in power!! The problem is that it doesn't give TOO MUCH of a boost of energy. But it's enough to keep you FUNCTIONAL throughout the day.

CHUG an entire barrel full of it, however, and you suddenly transform into a huge, hulking, rage-filled monster that probably will then attempt to casually wrestle a BEAR for fun.

Which is what happens to Demons and Devils. Literally. The more they drink: the bigger they get. The bigger they get the stronger they get. Get strong enough, their current forms can't contain all of their power. So they become EVOLVED.

The literal definition of "Beast Mode" you could say. They literally transform. And become more Bestial.



That's right, children. Just like eating too much turkey at holiday dinner with the family: itall goes straight to your arse. But unlike the mortal meatbags that we are a Demon or Devil getting "Fatter" doesn't slow them down in the slightest. Because they aren't corporeal. They exist as manifestations of thought and energy.

Eat enough souls, you become an Archdevil.

Just like if you make enough people WORSHIP YOU...you become a God.

Devils are proof that Gods CAN simply EAT US if they so desire.

But why would you eat a cow for a single steak...when you can milk them a little bit, day by day, their entire lives? And then sell them to be slaughtered...when they can no longer produce.


That's exactly the arrangement Gods and Devils have. The exact agreement that was made EONS ago. The agreement that would, eternally, bind us all forever as the Cattle of the Gods. Who milk us all our lives for every drop of faith that we can produce for them...then cast us aside when we are finally drained.

And a cow that cannot produce milk...a mortal that has no FAITH...is useless Vermin to them.

And believe me when I say that the Gods see us Faithless as nothing but that: Annoying Rodents. Pests. Vermin.

But they also know that Vermin who grow large enough, powerful enough, numerous enough, and virulent enough...

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...can bring Empires to their knees...


So they made a Pact with Asmodeus. The True Faithless would be devoured by Asmodeus, and he would grow powerful from it. He would be their Serpent..the Serpent to devour the Vermin. And what a GRAND Serpent he was. A lying, deceitful snake who abused his power and authority at every turn.

The Gods had learned that Asmodeus was actually convincing people to turn to Atheism! When they confronted him about this he merely shrugged.


""There's nothing that says I cannot. If you wish me to perform my duties to keep the Demons at bay..make me a God. So I can do the job that you gave me."



But the Gods refused. They hate competition you know? So they told Asmodeus that he could no longer interfere with Mortal faith. But Asmodeus, successfully, questioned them "Then how do you expect me to perform my task? I need a source of power. How about...allowing me to PUNISH mortals that disobey your dogmas?"

The Gods all nodded to each other, gave the proverbial "Thumbs up", the overall "Oh, what the hell?"....ironic statement, that one...and gave Asmodeus the "Go Ahead" to start punishing mortals who violated the rules of their Gods.

This very-lenghty, highly-detailed and UNGODLY lengthy legal document became known as the Pact Primeval. And boy, was it a doozy of a legal document. It was somewhere in length between an entire Law LIbrary--


-and one of those receipts that you get from a general store for a three copper purchase. You know, the one that includes an actual survey!? Gods, I hate those.


After it was signed within a few centuries the Gods saw that Asmodeus was growing in power incredibly quickly, and that fewer and fewer souls were ascending to the Upper Planes. When the Gods looked over the document they were horrified. There was nothing stopping Asmodeus from corrupting souls to evil. And that's exactly what he was doing. At every turn. Corrupting them with gold. Power. With every temptation under the sun.

The Gods, of course, were infuriated. To which Asmodeus imply replied: "Always read the Fine Print.."

It was at that point that Asmodeus quite literally got thrown out of the "House" like a teenager who had been caught smoking devilweed and shagging his girlfriend on the couch.

And when a God throws you out of the house, they REALLY throw you out of the house.

..right out of the nearest open window.


So during Asmodeus' Defenestration Unto Damnation....

...I'm absolutely going to name a band that some day...


...the soon-to-be Devil-King had a LONG time to think.


What had he truly done wrong? He was using no more authority than the Gods had freely given him through their agreement? He was merely honoring the agreement THEY signed.

By all rights, strictly speaking,


...Asmodeus had broken NO RULES...and yet he was still being PUNISHED.


Asmodeus realized a dark, horrible truth in that moment as he descended for what seemed like an eternity into the Fire, the Cold, and the Everlasting Darkness:

It was in the moment the Gods threw him out that they revealed their true colors. That their egos...and their power...

..meant more to them than the rules they INSISTED be followed in their names.

Gods do not truly care what means are taken to insure their power is maintained. Only that it IS!


The same as wealthy and powerful people often do not care HOW they retain their Wealth and their Power.

They care only... that they DO.

Asmodeus realized in that moment that the only law that mattered, the ONLY THING that was of any consequence in the multiverse...the only thing that the Gods would respond to:


---was POWER!!"
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Power.

No greater Drug. No more powerful Aphrodisia. No more intoxicating feeling than the feeling of having the ability to control your entire world.

That was the power I had, once. When I was possessed of creatures...otherworldly.

But now that power is gone. The power to warp reality taken from me the way that a parent would take a loaded crossbow away from a child, afraid of what they MIGHT do with it.

Not realizing that a child who instead learns HOW to wield a loaded crossbow...can also defend their homes from the Orcs. And is far less likely to accidentally hurt themselves with one SHOULD the time come that they HAVE to use it.



But that is exactly what happened to me. An Angel thought that my powers were too dangerous. Thought that I was too dangerous.

Perhaps she was right. Who knows?

But in losing my reality-warping powers I learned something profound. And equally profane.

The loss of MAGIC is not, necessarily, the loss of POWER.

...as long as you can retain the KNOWLEDGE.



With the powers that I had, my powers to send my mind into the Far Realm, the Astral Plane, the Dreamscape...I learned MANY things.

I saw dimensions where Fire turns spontaneously into ice. I saw into a dimension that it was so cold...that even THOUGHT could freeze. A dimension so cold that even Time itself was Frozen. In a state of...I suppose one could call it ABSOLUTE ZERO..

I saw deep into Realmspace. Sent my mind far out into the reaches of the void. I witnessed such spectacular wonders.

I have witnessed a Star be Born...

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...and I have witnessed a Star DIE...



Gods can die. And have. More than we will ever know. I have cast my gaze into the Astral Plane and traveled as far as one could ever imagine. The Astral Plane, while it is technically infinite...is also mostly empty. Mostly.

But within the Astral Plane float the corpses of long-dead Gods who have long-since been forgotten to our world. Gods whose names no longer echo within the prayers of mortals. Gods whose faithful have long since perished. The names of their Gods taken with them to the grave.

That's the secret to killing a God you know? Simultaneously the easiest and hardest means. To forget them entirely. To erase their names from history. Eradicate their worship from the world.

Ah. The Inquisition. Nobody expects it. And boy, what a show...
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When a Star dies it's a truly awe-inspiring vision of the cosmos.

First: it draws all of its energy that it had been radiating back into itself. All of the light that HAD been coming from the star is drawn back in. All of its power.

And then the center of the Star, I suppose you could call it the Star's Core..collapses in upon itself.

And when it does...it leaves a sort of Void. A Sort of..Black Hole..I guess there's no other better term to describe it..



Things close enough to the void, within the void's sphere of influence...the "Horizon" of the "Event' you could call it..become inexplicably drawn to it.

As things are drawn into it, by the gravity it emanates, they are literally stretched by the sheer force pulling on them.

They get stretched out. Like when a child takes a blob of Clay, rolls it up, and stretches it out into a "rope." (( The Actual Process is called Spaghettification.))

When things get "Stretched out" thin enough...they get sucked into the hole. Never to be seen again.

And the FAR REALM is what is on the other side of that "Black Hole."

The problem: NOTHING with a PHYSICAL FORM can survive the process of passing through. Which is why I enter it PSYCHICALLY.



While the void is absorbing things around it distorts EVERYTHING in its vicinity. Space is distorted. Time is distorted. Energy. Matter. EVERYTHING becomes warped by the area of the singularity.

In their Death Throes, the stars warp the very fabric of reality in their presence. And these distortions in reality...they CALL THINGS.

Hungry things.

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VERY HUNGRY THINGS!!!



THINGS that have the power to CANNIBALIZE the dying Star. Who literally consume the dying Star's energy. Who absorb so much energy in a single "Snack" that they can then, afterward, remain dormant for millions of years...


..until ANOTHER dying Star "Wakes them up." So they can have another "Snack."

Like a dinner bell. For ELDER GODS.

The death of a God..is not AT ALL different.



The God draws all of its energy back into itself. Which is not at all unlike the Gravity well that occurs during a black hole.

Things that are sensitive to it, able to sense it, are drawn to the collapsing God, who proceed to surround it like a pack of wild hyenas waiting for a Gazelle to die.

The Scavengers of Creation. The THINGS that lurk within the shadows of Realmspace and in the darkest corners of Reality. Things that feed upon the lingering essence of dying gods.

Me...I just call them "Very, Very distant Cousins."

I'm still waiting for a Holiday Card from Great-Great-Great-Uncle Nyarhalothep...
















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Now, the interesting thing happens AFTER the God dies. When it dies, it essentially explodes. And it's energy gets let out.

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A true supernova of pure, raw Divine Power. Power that is ripe for the taking.

Other Gods, or other creatures LIKE gods, have the power to consume this raw power. Just like feasting on the God's corpse...considering they don't TRULY have bodies, being manifestations of thoughts and ideals and all that cosmic Outsider nonsense.



Karsus did this very thing to Mystra. In stealing her power...he killed her. Because a God IS their power. To lose their power is to die.

And when a God dies, in the moment that it dies, whatever domain it controls completely ceases to function.

In Mystra's case, being the goddess of Magic, ALL magic failed. All of it. For around...twelve seconds.

"Twelve seconds? Bah. That's no big deal. So what? So the machine accidentally flipped it's switch, got turned off, and then had to reboot itself? What's the big deal?"

You obviously don't know the sheer number of horrible things that can happen in a quick twelve seconds.

My first time having sex comes to mind...equally catastrophic.



People don't realize how quickly the world can change in it's entirety. Twelve seconds. Twelve seconds is all it took for the Netherese Enclaves to fall out of the Sky, the Mythals of Myth Drannor to fail and tear open a hole in creation, and all other manners of f-ckery that utterly changed the face of the world as we know it.

Now here's an interesting thought for you, a hypothetical "What-if?" Situation? As a fan of comic scrolls, I DO love a good "What if?" story. Alternate Timelines. All that fun stuff.

We don't think about it, but What IF Karsus had killed a DIFFERENT God?



What if it was Sune, the god of Love? And for just a moment ALL love just...died. For 12 seconds.

The Mother changing her newborn's diaper suddenly feels no love for them. Nothing but hate. And casually throws their baby out the window instead of giving them their bottle. For twelve whole seconds the mother knows nothing but hate...and their child dies for it. Twelve seconds. Twelve seconds.

What if, for twelve seconds, the SUN were to completely go black. Granted, we'd still be fine for 8 minutes, if you want to get all Sciency and such, but jus imagine the sheer PANIC that would be caused? Imagine the horror on people's faces when they think they've done something so horrible they literally cast the WORLD into DARKNESS. Twelve seconds. Twelve. Seconds.

What if, for twelve seconds, the God of WAR lost ALL their power. For 12 seconds. JUST 12 seconds....EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD WOULD GET ALONG.


...Right, well, we all know THAT ONE will never happen. So moving right along.



What if it was the god of commerce, Waukeen, and for twelve whole seconds the entire world fell into a crippling economic depression. Gold just vanished. Wealth just ceased to exist.

Just imagine, for twelve seconds, that there was no Wealth. That Wealth just...ceased to be.

Or imagine it was Shaundakul, the God of the WInd, and for twelve seconds there was just...no air. Whatsoever.

"No big deal, I can hold my breath for twelve seconds!"

...you've obviously never seen what happens to something in Realmspace left unprotected.


All I can say is.......POP...



What if it was Grumbar? The god of the Earth? And for 12 seconds ALL OF THE EARTH just...turned into MUD. For twelve whole seconds.

For twelve whole seconds all of Baldur's Gate, Waterdeep, Myth Drannor, Luskan, all of them...just sank into the mud. Under their own weight. And sank for twelve seconds.

Then the water would change back into Earth, reharden, and we'd all be living underground with the Dwarves!! Those of us who weren't completely crushed and smothered by the weight!!

..hope you learn how to see in the dark!!


What if it was Umberlee? Goddess of the Oceans? And for twelve whole seconds, the Oceans just ceased to exist?

Be funny, wouldn't it? You're on the ocean, on your boat, enjoying a nice day of fishing...

...and suddenly for twelve seconds, you're in free-fall. The water just vanishes. And you're falling into a trench in the ocean.

F-cked up part is: Depending on the depth of the water you'd never reach the bottom in 12 seconds. In 12 seconds the water would come back...

..but in twelve seconds you can fall enough distance that the sudden return of the water would crush you like a grape under a boulder from the water pressure.


What if it was the god of Fire? And for 12 seconds all Fire just went out? That one might not be ALL that bad, you'd think.

"So what? Twelve seconds without fire? So I can't wave around my Gnomish Pocket Lighter during the epic Lute solo at the concert I go to, so what?"

Well, just imagine for twelve seconds that all fire ceased to work. Or, specifically, all HEAT...

...same thing as being in Realmspace. Your heart would freeze.



People don't realize these things. People don't think about these things. But I do. Because I have given it much, much thought. If I were to steal the power of a God, which one would it be? Of all of them, who would be the one that not only would I WANT to steal their portfolio, but stealing of their portfolio might NOT completely and utterly destroy the world in the time that it takes to "Transfer?"

The answer: There isn't one. There IS no God that exists that taking their portfolio, even for a few moments, wouldn't completely unbalance and change the world as we know it.

The solution, quite simply, is to become a God of an entirely NEW Portfolio.

And the one that I have chosen: The portfolio of TECHNOLOGY.

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Ahh, Technology. The greatest thing in the world.

Imagine a world where all of the knowledge of history can rest in the palm of your hand. Where you can communicate thousands of miles away with the press of a button.

Imagine a world where at any time if you need to know ANYTHING...you can press a button and simply ASK.

Imagine a world with Horses that never get tired, and can "Run" a hundred miles per hour...

..imagine a world where instead of having to walk anywhere...you could casually FLY.

This is the world that Gods are terrified of. Because in a world like this people have far, far too few reasons to pray. But that's the beauty of technology. Technology has the power to completely and utterly replace Gods as we know it. The key to making Gods go away, quite simply:

..make them irrelevant.


Gods are terrified of technology. Completely and utterly horrified.

Because if you possess Machines that can control the wind why pray to a God...when we can harness the wind OURSELVES?

Why pray to a God of Knowledge for the answers to a long-hidden question...if you can discover the answers with the push of a button?



Why pray to a God of Fire when you can start one with a device? Image

Why pray to Auril to keep away the cold if you possess a device that can generate heat, and make your home as warm as the Desert, even in the middle of winter?
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Why pray to a God of the Light:

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..if at any given time, with a flip of a switch, you have the power to bring Lght and Darkness at your command?


Why pray to a God of the Harvest if you have machines that can guarantee the harvest is ALWAYS plentiful?

Why pray to a God of the Oceans if you find yourself aboard a Ship that is "Unsinkable?"

Spoiler Alert: There IS no such thing as an UNSINKABLE SHIP. Plenty of people who figured that out the hard way.



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Lots of dead people now think to themselves: "While My Heart Will Go On...

...that boat was F-CKED..."
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So now imagine what would happen if Technology took over the world...and one was to become the God of Technology.

Imagine the powers that one would have.

Imagine a world where coins no longer exist, but all money exists, only, in the form of..."Credits." Money that exists solely as "Promises to pay" between two entities.

Become the God of Technology...are you now also the God of Wealth? One could argue...YES.



Imagine a world where instead of Swords or Knives there were weapons that were capable of destroying entire cities. All controlled by technology.

Control those weapons by becoming the God of Technology...are you now also the true God of War? Again one could argue: YES.

The same with Medicine. Imagine a world where machines can perform surgery far easier and far more efficiently than any mortal hand. No magic necessary.

Control that Machine...are you now a God of Medicine? Again...one COULD argue..YES...

Become the God of Technology...you are now also the God of War. Medicine. And Commerce. . By DEFAULT.



What would happen, I wonder then, in a world where Machines...
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...were advanced enough to pass as PEOPLE?

Control THOSE machines...are you now a God of Man?

Once again one COULD argue....

...YES...


Now imagine that those Machines, machines fully capable of emulating people, were capable of thought the same that you or I.

And if a machine can truly THINK...it means a machine can PRAY.

But then it comes down to the ever-present philosophical argument:

Does a thinking thing have a soul merely because it truly thinks?

Or if it truly thinks, but has no soul, does it's prayer mean anything at all?

Can a soul be synthesized? Can a soul be synthetic? Can the Soul be fabricated just the same as an artificial body? Or an artificial mind?

I have created both. Artificial mind AND body...

I wonder, now, if I can create an artificial soul?



Do I have it within me to take the steps to attempt to TRULY "Play God?"

When does one stop playing, and actually start DOING, I question?

For if I can build a mind, a body, and a soul...even an artificial one...

..am I not truly a God already? Am I not capable of making a "Man" from the soil and the clay and the dirt and the silicates and the sand just the same as the Gods of myth?

Or am I merely a pretender to an unseen throne? A throne that sits so high above us that none can see it?

Am I ready to become the true DEUS EX MACHINA??

Perhaps I shall soon find out...
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I"ve done it!! I"ve succeeded!! Well..in a way..

Recently Salim...the persona that I put on for the public...a bumbling, burping, devilweed-smoking, fart-joke telling delinquent..invited Miss Nalissa Colds back to the Spades' Estate to show her his Laboratory.

In that time I was able to acquire a piece of her skin, and one drop of her blood. Which she provided to me for an experiment. To show her my latest creation.

I was able to create a PERFECT REPLICA of her...

It was identical to her in EVERY way. Every physical means, an exact reproduction. But I was able to go one step further.

I was able to copy her MIND...

..and IMPRINT IT onto the copy!


It's just as I theorized!! It CAN be done!! The power to COPY the mind, and IMPRINT IT onto a blank slate!!

I've done it! I've succeeded!! Oh, what glorious, wondrous news!!

"But how!?", you ask!? "How, Salim, can you copy a brain!?"

Well...I'm glad you asked, children.



When Alpha and Beta were allowing me to examine them, to inscribe the runes of emotions into their behavioral matrix, I was LEARNING.

Using my photographic memory...a gift I'm most proud of..I was able to MEMORIZE the coding upon their "brains." The synthetic minds that functioned as their operating systems. The "Spark" that contained their intellect, and their memories.

..and I was able to create an ARTIFICIAL ONE.

I was able to create artificial intelligence...

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...because I was able to create, truly, an ARTIFICIAL BRAIN!!



During my time as a Sorceror, when I still possessed the accursed Illithid blood, I was FORCED to consume human brains in order to retain my sanity. The same way that Mindflayers are forced to. Mindflayers don't eat brains because they enjoy it. They eat brains because the use of their own psionic powers damages their brain over time. The same way that a human damages their muscles by lifting too many heavy weights. The mind flayers need the brain juice and the proteins to repair the damage.

But like Mindflayers...I could also LEARN THINGS by eating the brains of others. I could read the imprinted "Data" on the brain. The "Writing" on it. Because that's what the brain does.

When you learn something new...the brain writes a new "File." Stores it in your memories. And when you need to recall the information from that "File" your brain opens up a sort of...filing cabinet...and accesses that File.

And Illithids, being telepaths, can read other people's "Files."

And when they eat their brains, well...

..they steal the Filing Cabinet. And it gets "filed" into the collective. The knowledge of the individual...becomes the knowledge of the Whole.

Their mind is assimilated. Their knowledge made one with the ELDER BRAIN..


Inevitables function exactly the same way. When one Inevitable wishes to "Teach" another Inevitable something...they quite literally take the information from their own minds..and UPLOAD IT to the other Inevitable. Who absorbs the information, writes the "files" onto it's memories, and then is fully capable of executing the task.

Instant learning...the greatest power of any Arcane Scholar of Candlekeep. A power that I am proud to possess. The power to learn what I need to know...when I need to know it.

It's not QUITE Omniscience...I don't know all things at all times...

..but the TRUE sign of intelligence is NOT what you know...it's being able to know how to FIND OUT what you don't.

Take it from me: A mage who has read a thousand books is POWERFUL..


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The mage who has MEMORIZES a thousand books...is INSANE.



The problem arose...when the "Duplicant" of Nalissa Colds awoke.

The Duplicant looked at Nalissa...looked at me...and then stated words that simultaneously shocked, amazed, AND horrified me:

"Oh!! Salim!!..."

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"...you have created a Copy of me!!!"

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One of the things about being a Thaumaturge is that you have to be a master of Negotiation. Because you have to negotiate with Outsiders, after all.

You have to be able to "Read" people. Their emotions. You have to be able to tell when you are being manipulated.

Because being able to know when you are being manipulated is the most powerful tool a person can ever possess. Bar none.

I pride myself on knowing when I'm being lied to. And this Duplicant of Nalissa...

It wasn't lying. At all. There wasn't a single twitch. Not a single stutter. Well, no more than Nalissa usually stutters...a problem I intend to eventually correct, potentially with electro-therapy..



This golem, this newly-created Construct, this DUPLICANT.... believed itself to be Nalissa Colds with every fiber of it's being...

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It TRULY BELIEVED ITSELF...TO BE ALIVE!!


I was shocked. I was floored. My jaw couldn't have hit the floor any harder than if it had actually unhinged itself and fell from my face. And considering all the robotic attachments I've given myself..could likely happen one day...
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..a machine that really, truly, honestly believed itself to be a living, thinking being!!

I didn't know what to say!? What CAN you say to such a thing!?


How do you gaze an intelligent being in the eyes, full of curiosity and wonder, the same amount of curiosity and wonderment as the real Nalissa Colds standing RIGHT NEXT TO ME...

...and tell them..."I...I am sorry..."


"..but YOU ARE NOT REAL..".

"..You are....

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...only a TOY..."



How do you...live with yourself...knowing that you have just created a LIFE!?

..knowing that it's every memory. Every time it has ever laughed or cried. Every time it has ever eaten a piece of cake. Every memory it has of its insatiable curiosity as a youth..every abuse, every trauma, every sensation that could ever be known to a true living being...is a lie...

..and knowing that, without its PERMISSION...


...you have willed an intelligent, thinking being into existence...


"...a THINKING, INTELLIGENT being who FEELS. A being who LOVES. FEARS. HOPES..

..knowing it's sole purpose is nothing more than to SERVE.....

...because it is a MACHINE...and it doesn't even KNOW IT..


..and you created it, solely for the purpose...

...that you wanted to see if you COULD...


...without ever stopping to consider the thought of whether or not you SHOULD...



In that single, Euphoric, Cataclysmic moment of Epiphany I came to an equally profound and profane realization:

Is THIS the terrible burden of Godhood? Is THIS the terrible burden of knowing that one has the power to create life itself...

To be a FATHER AND A GOD. AGAIN!!

I had done it again, the same as when I had created my Keg Golem. Willed a thinking, intelligent being into existence. But this was even WORSE than creating a newborn. A newborn who had only instincts, and had not lived long enough to truly experience...well..EXPERIENCE..

But this THING. This THINKING PERSON. This beautiful, intelligent, wondrous creature that stood before me that I had willed into existence...I couldn't stand it. I couldn't keep my composure. I had to get out of there...I just...I couldn't...

I quickly deactivated the Golem, and lead Nalissa to the Taint Museum. Where I encouraged her to entertain herself while I "took a nap."

What happened next is...hard to tell...but I have learned that writing down these things is very therapeutic.


If the Nalissa Colds, currently upstairs in my laboratory, was nothing more than an imprint. Nothing more than a mind imprinted onto a blank slate...
..what was I!?..

"..Had Alpha and Beta BUILT ME!? the same way I built this Nalissa!? Were all of my memories...merely Imprints!? FABRICATIONS!?"


The single-most devastating Existential Crisis that one can possibly have. The true question...of whether or not you truly exist at all...

It was the final straw that broke the metaphorical Camel's back. The final piece of my mind to crack...before it completely caved in upon itself...

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Insanity is such a...LIBERATING thing.

The ability to just stop caring. The ability to just stop worrying. The ability to just stop giving a damn about the world around you.

A world that, for all YOU are aware is nothing but a figment. A program. A false memory.

Am I real? Does it matter if I am? Can a synthetic being become a God? I don't' see why not..



Thus far I have modified my arms. My eyes. My ears. And even my nervous system...I am dulled to pain. I have modified my body greatly, using the methods I learned from the Inevitables Alpha and Beta.

I have become less human and far more...well...

..I have simply become MORE.

I can see the geometric structure of the stones I hold in my hand. I can watch the chemical reactions that take place when Alchemist Fire meets the air. I can see the world at the most microscopic level. And what's worse: I can comprehend it. And if seeing every single chemical and physical reaction around you wasn't maddening enough...

..now I have to deal with the fact that I can actually understand BIOLOGICAL machines as well.



Imagine looking at a human being and seeing every cell in their body. Imagine looking at them, and seeing all the tiny little TRILLIONS of insignificant little specks that make them all up. Insignificant specks...making up only slightly larger, slightly-less-insignificant specks.

But that's our multiverse for you. All you know...merely a speck. No matter how important you ever THINK you are or how significant...

..you are a Speck.

Even Gods are specks. And there have been millions of them throughout existence. Gods of every type of every pantheon imaginable.

All of them arrogant enough to believe that THEY would live forever.

All of them politely reminded by the multiverse: you are WRONG.



How can one not go mad when one gazes into the depths of the multiverse? How can one NOT go insane when they become beholden to the sheer f-ckery that is the overall failed experiment that we call "Existence?"

The reason that the Far Realm makes the most sense to me is because of the simple fact: It's not MEANT to make sense. And TRYING to make sense of the Far Realm will destroy your mind beyond any hope of repair.

The problem with the Prime Material: Is that it's SUPPOSED to make sense...but Gods knowTHAT isn't the case.

Our world is just as screwy as the Far Realm. The only difference is: The creatures of the Far Realm at least have the gods-be-damned common courtesy...

..to admit their own insanity.


Seeing the copy of Nalissa that I had created in my laboratory. The Duplicant that, unwittingly, I had also given a SORT of "Life"..

..it pushed me over the edge. Was I a man? Or a God? Am I real? Or a figment? Am I a Savior? Or a destroyer? Am I a Bringer of Life?

Or have I become DEATH? The Destroyer of Worlds?

The sheer overwhelming sensation of it all. The thoughts. The possibilities. My mind raced a million miles a minute considering the potential.

Consider the implications of this? The power to quite literally COPY A MIND
the way that one might copy an Arcane Scroll..

And if you can copy a mind, and then imprint it onto another blank slate...can you ALTER the mind?


I think it's time I found out..
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Re: D'euzy'x Mechanae: Manifesto of the Mad Mage of Machinery

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As I touched the rune to activate the sleeping "Nalissa" I marvelled at my own work as "She" sprung to life.

"Nalissa" looked around, confused. Then shook her head for a minute.


"Oh, Salim! I'm so sorry! I must have dozed off! I've been working hard lately on my new Golem.."

"Oh...that's quite alright dear. How are you feeling? A little under the weather perhaps?

"Oh, no, I f-feel o-okay. J-just my usual s-self!"

"Interesting...very, very interesting..."

"What is?"



"Nalissa, do me a favor? And this is going to sound strange, but..do you remember what you got for your birthday last year?

"Y-yes...I w-was g-given a n-necklace..."

"..and where is that necklace now?"

"Why, around my neck, silly! Wh-where I always....always....wh-where...where is it?"



"Missing something?"

'The D-D-Duplicate!! It-It must have st-stole it!!"

"Oh, how Dreadful..."

"I-I have to get it back!! I have to---"


"Power Down"


"I have to....to...to...I..have to..."...power.......Down...."


"Remarkable. A literal Kill Command. Just like a Golem. A pre-chosen deactivation word that can render the duplicant completely inert...and now it's time to see what OTHER alterations I can make. Nalissa Duplicant...begin Command Sequence."

"Beginning Command Sequence. Speak Command."


"Add parameter to consciousness. Add parameter: Triskaidekaphobia."

"Define Triskaidekaphobia."


"The Irrational Fear...of the number THIRTEEN.

"Parameter added to personality matrix."


"Power Up."


"W-w-were you going to sh-show me the t-t-aint museum?


"Of course, of course. But can you do me a favor, please? I need someone to double-check my mathematics in an equation I'm working. Could you help me, please?"

"O-O--okay..."


"Here's the equation. I get Fifteen. You?"

"Oh!! N-no!! You d-d-did your m-math wrong!! Right here, you added instead of s-subtracted. The answer is...is..is.....is...IS..."

"Is something WRONG, "Nalissa?"

"Th-Th--th-th--thir--thir---thir--t---"


It was in that moment that I cast my spell. An EMPOWERED MIRROR IMAGE. To create EXACTLY twelve duplicates of myself.

"Nalissa" had exactly thirteen "Salim's" facing her. Surrounding her upon all sides. WIth a wicked grin. Thirteen. EXACTLY Thirteen.

The golem began to panic. Its eyes dilated. It began to breathe, hyperventilating quickly. I could almost see its heart pulsing in its chest. Quivering like a deer before a mountain lion.

The Golem was truly, truly AFRAID. Because I had PROGRAMMED IT TO BE.


It was as I thought. Fear IS PROGRAMMABLE. Truly programmable. And if you can program Fear...you can program Love. If you can program Love you can program Hate...

Emotions...are they even truly real? Or are human beings merely being programmed by Gods...the way that I programmed this MACHINE?

Is free will truly real? Is Free WIll truly Free?

Or is it only the ILLUSION of free will?

Deeper down the rabbit hole I go, it seems...oh what should I do next?
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