The Path of a Shadow Ranger

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Name: Leon Falconclaw
Race: Human
Age: 26
Career: Ranger.
((Build:Ranger/SD/Rogue and thinking about Druid for RP reasons))

Leon Falconclaw comes from the Neverwinter woods of where he grew up, at the age of 13, his parents were murdered by a Malarite which is the reason Leon became a Ranger, after patrolling the woods of Neverwinter, he came across a Artic Wolf pup with no signs of it's pack anywhere and no idea how it got there, Leon quickly took the Pup under his wing, a year later after that Leon decided to leave and go exploring with his new found friend, Torax.

Protective of his Wolf friend, Torax. Leon would go to extraordinary Lengths to save Torax if he was ever in danger. Torax, Leon's Faithful animal companion tends to gets Trigger happy with his Cone cold breath and sometimes gets others that he is not meant to((Lol)), Torax is incredible protective of Leon, as Leon is towards him but even more, Which Leon does not relies.

With a bad history behind Leon, he tends to forget what happened to his parents and tries to move on, but every time he hears of Malarites, he would either get angry or really quiet, the true reason he become a ranger was to hunt down the murderers of his parents, and hopes on day to take his revenge on the two that killed his parents and if not, he takes it out on any Malarite that crosses his path.

((More to Come))

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Log 1: It has been a couple months since I became a pathfinder of the circle of elders, since I took up my oath, but lately I am finding it hard to up hold my oath when something is happening to make that I cannot control, Shadows...I feel them creeping through my body, I can use its power but I feel the more I use it the more it consumes me, even know I don't use it sometimes I feel it still creeping over me, I do not know if I can control but I am going to try at that and if I can not battle it I will end my life.

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*Leon sits down infront of the small flower patch next to the Shrine of Mielikki, looking towards the waterfall*
Log 2: I had that nightmare of the malarites again, it hurts me to know that my parents were taken from and even more that I am cursed with these nightmares that remind me of the horrible night, but it does remind me of why I still live to do. Lately I can not stop thinking of angry thoughts, Now that I think about it, I haven't been properly happy since I found out about this....problem with the shadows of mine, I guess I should seek out these 'Shadowdancers' of somewhat and find out how I can control these shadows before the consume me, but where do I start looking? the shadow realm? I have not encountered another like me or one of these Shadowdancers, so something tells me it is not going to be an easy feat to find one and if I do not I guess I will have to battle this on my own. *The text suddenly stops*

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Sits down at the merchant's camp infront of the fire and begins writing.
Log 3: Why do I find myself questioning things I shouldn't, Things I swore an Oath to uphold.. Everytime I think about summoning my Shade I don't know why but I do not sense it to be from our realm at all, I think it comes from the shadow realm, but the druids of the circle would still see that as a blasphemy either way, I don't know if it is wrong to summon it or not, I guesS I should only ever summon in it when I am in Trouble.

It has been a while since my last confrontation with that 'Cat', I don't know how to fight someone of her power, but one thing is for sure, I would gladly die if it meant killing her and stopping her from doing what she intends to do.
Once again the text suddenly stops.

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Log 4: Shadows...they're beginning to take affect on my mind of somewhat, I entered a vault full of undead recently, at least, I thought it was only full of undead untill I saw them, shadow fiends.... one lashed out at me, I jumped back in shock while releasing my arrows into it which seemed to have no effect, my companions quickly jumped to my aid, I was to shocked to even move to assist them. This place was filled with shadows and Revents, armored enchanted with dark spirits who harness the power of shadow, from what I've seen, I thought I was strong enough to fight these shadows inside of me, yet after being inside that Vault, I have realized I am....scared of the shadows...how am I meant to combat these shadows if I do not have the courage to fight them? I feel...so helpless...Like I can not save any one from harms way...
*His words seem to skip around and be straight forward.*

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Log 5: I came across a Necromancer of Velsharoon the other day... I argued with him for a while, even know he was a necromancer, he did make some interesting points about how I was handling the situation, that made me think, but then again I shouldn't think that, he was in the wrong... I acted the was I should have... or was I too soft.. I don't know lately, I been to angry to even think straight, I can't even write this paragraph without thinking straight...

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Log 6: Wow....it has been a while since I even bothered opening this journal...since before I left to go find help for my condition, seeing if I can control it, the main thing is, I shouldn't rely on it to much...shadows are unpredictable is what the man said.

Well..I'm sitting here in my favourite spot beside the shrine of Mielikki, gazing upon the waterfall, makes me wonder a lot, like how many more times do I get to gaze this green land untill I pass over, oh well, I guess I should really worry about that stuff when it is needed, not when I am trying to relax.

Oh, that reminds me, I forgot to mention that I have fixed my eye problems, the master shadowdancer I found, tought me how to control it, which will make it easier for me to conceal it from the council, but I will need to tell them one day, hopefully they will see me for who I am, not what I am..