Hard life fore me now
- Maecius
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Like Jaden says, you've made it this far. And you're doing great. Keep fighting!
It definitely does not sound easy, but you have a whole community here cheering you on! We're with you through this, old friend.
It definitely does not sound easy, but you have a whole community here cheering you on! We're with you through this, old friend.
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Hang in there buddy 
Forever thankful and amazed at all the hard work of DMs, developers and staff that kept running and improving the server over the years.
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Push through this last time for us. We will be cheering for you.
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Re: Hard life fore me now
on was on hosbitale to get 3 bags of blood the couse the chemo kill my blood but now iam headind back to the hosbital to day to get my last chemo you will not see me on the server for long time i'll think
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Re: Hard life fore me now
This song is about cancer what i have read https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3WIHtOmkBg and here is the "Until It Sleeps"
Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side
So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once, and now it stays
So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean
*It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps**
So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
[*--** Repeat]
I don't want it
So tear me open, but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'till I'm clean...
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps...
Until it sleeps...
Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side
So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once, and now it stays
So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean
*It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me
Until it sleeps**
So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
[*--** Repeat]
I don't want it
So tear me open, but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'till I'm clean...
I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps...
Until it sleeps...
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Re: Hard life fore me now
This one iam working to change some of the lyrics for those that fight cancer
It's A Long Road"
It's a long road
When you're on your own
And it hurts when they tear your dreams apart
And every new town
Just seems to bring you down
Trying to find
Peace of mind
Can break your heart
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
Where the road is:
That's the place for me
Where I'm me
In my own space,
Where I'm free -
That's the place
I want to be
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
And it's hard as well
Tell me what do you do to survive
When they draw first blood
That's just the start of it
Day and night
You gotta fight
To keep alive
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
It's a long road
It's A Long Road"
It's a long road
When you're on your own
And it hurts when they tear your dreams apart
And every new town
Just seems to bring you down
Trying to find
Peace of mind
Can break your heart
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
Where the road is:
That's the place for me
Where I'm me
In my own space,
Where I'm free -
That's the place
I want to be
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
And it's hard as well
Tell me what do you do to survive
When they draw first blood
That's just the start of it
Day and night
You gotta fight
To keep alive
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
It's a long road
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Allyn
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Praying for you, Lockonnow.
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- Lockonnow
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Re: Hard life fore me now
I will head for last chemotherapy tomorrow for 6 days then it sould be over with that i hope dont think so there allways s chemotherapy
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Re: Hard life fore me now
I'm hoping for the best, stay positive as best you can
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Re: Hard life fore me now
There will always be glitter! Good luck, hope you get home soon.
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Hang in there Lockonnow, we are all thinking of you!
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Good Luck Lock! Hope this is the last one for you!
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- Maecius
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Re: Hard life fore me now
Stay strong, L. Do all you can to keep your spirits high, and know that we're all rooting for you.
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Re: Hard life fore me now
yes thanks i hope it will feel it will go fast but i know what iam in to that will for a long time