The Failures and strife of a beautiful mind

[Taintedglory]

((These posts may be within short periods of eachother, but the actual events are over the course of the past few weeks.))


This book is a collection of Flowers and and various Blossoming plants. There are short paragraphs on each page associated to the plantlife.


Ranunculus: My Buttercup.



Today is the day I took to find beauty in my life again. When I lost faith, I lost touch with reality. Everything was grey, bleak, and dead to me. My passion was gone. Days went by, weeks. The bottom of the bottle became a close friend of mine. I reverted to who I was, stealing for food and enough coins to buy my next best friend. I don't know what kind of fate led me to find this flower. It was near the water under the bridge of Wyrms crossing. I took the night there in a drunken stupor. This was a sign from Sune.. I need to fix my life, I need to regain the passion for who I am, who I was..

I miss her dearly, I hope she is okay.

[Taintedglory]

Purple Aster: The Stars above


Life has become strange. The title of a Paladin I'm not really deserving. Yet, I still call myself that. Odd. I saw her today, for the first time in months. Interrupted a meeting she was having with friends it seems. We politely excused ourselves and went to a private home. Hers? When had she gathered that much wealth? We talked, cried, and yelled. I tried to comfort her, but I could tell there was no love in return. I shattered her, and I cant fix the pieces. She left me in the night, alone there. I left to get some air, looking at the skies above. I pleaded with Sune for guidance, none came. The Stars twinkled brightly, as if all was right in the world.

[Taintedglory]

Limonium: Everlasting Faith


Today was a good day. I had great campfire chats with some people, felt like I was more in my own skin again. Praying more and more. I feel like I'm finally getting through to Sune, like my atonement is up. I am going to prove to her I can be who she wants me to be. I retook my vows, and now I'm trying to help the people of the coast. Had a conversation with Terri today, she invited an elf to talk with us. He is strange, but I can tell he is good at heart. Moved on to other things after awhile. I need to get through to these people. They are torn between their internal struggle for love and their external struggle against this war. If anything, I can help with their hearts.