Roxanne Everquist

[Skythief]

*closing the heavy door for the last time that lead up from the Fist's dungeon Roxy sighs..not the soft sigh of annoyance but the heavy sigh of regret*

"I do regret how it ended" *she thought to no one but herself* " I admit Corrine's hard edges made her not my favorite person but, to just watch her fade. It's just not right. Rysdan, I hoped once perhaps I could save him from himself. Can I now? Is there anything of him left? Were the bright smiles and laughter just a act? Maybe Andy was right, maybe any of his kindness was just a front. I truly don't know. Now in many ways I feel free but, I also feel regret as if I shut the door now on a life."

*she sighs deeply once more and follows Myun and Aloria upstairs*

Journal entry:
I know now I must be careful what I say to Erwin, she seems to have no sense of when to keep her mouth shut. That being said she did lead me the right way and in that the elves perhaps owe her. Now I just have to figure out how to get them to realize that.

Myun says Rysdan will return though I haven't seen him. That maybe a good thing. Things have returned to something normal I s'pose. I have officially been released from the Fist, of course their secrets I left with the torn contract.

I am not sure what to do now. There is thoughts from some I should join the elves. They never seemed accepting of me before. I am unsure they will be now. Andy has returned to the Weave Masters and I am glad for him. He seems happy at least.

[Skythief]

I have seen Rysdan several times now and every time I have this overwhelming desire to speak to him. The longer I am in these lands the stronger these "gut feelings" get. So far they have always been almost dead on. They lead me stop Rysdan but now they lead me to save him!? *she looks to the ceiling a moment* ..the Selderine really must make up their mind! I did though I did just as I think Erevan was wanting and I spoke to him. I think just maybe the fey jester is right yet again.
I ended up joining the weave masters. I rather like it though a few times I wanted to short sheet the acting captains bed. I get to be around Andy all the time which suits me just fine..and again here goes that feeling. I really get the impression Elias is just a good soul. He seems to to at least get a good joke to. I have been studying my magic now more then ever..I think I maybe on the verge of mastering the ninth circle.

[Skythief]

Let me tell you, elves begin to get on your last nerve after awhile! I don't mean Rysdan at least he seems to hold respect for me. He does not treat me like less, despite what I had done to him. The other elves though! GAAAHH! Seriously I risked life and limb to help keep their precious "faction" from becoming nothing more then pawns in a game..how am I repaid? I am repaid in insults and turned up noses. Not that I expected a "thank you" but, I swear I am treated even worse for my effort. *she glances to the inns ceiling then back to her writing and sighs* I would not have done if I was not devoted to Erevan. Though unless Erevan descends from the heavens and asks it of me directly they may not get my aid again!

What even gets my goat more is how foolishly..stupid some of them are! Yes I said stupid! Rysdan could have no more summoned a demon upon Erwin than I could walk about in plate and claim to be a duke! Yet they are all so sure he did it. The truth is painfully obvious..just gah..such stupidity and lack of wisdom from a race that is supposedly intelligent and wise! They apparently like to treat allies like dirt. *grumbles then takes a deep breath* Maybe I am better off throwing my lot in Emry, Meri and that group. At least Meri no longer yells at me and she seems to get that Rysdan seems to truly want a second chance. It's not a matter of deserve either...it's a right. How can some give chance after chance to another yet deny him one? Besides he has given me a second chance from his end..how can I not do the same?

[Skythief]

It has been a long confusing time since I have written. I am not sure even what is going on. I hear so much the Duke's ire for me. One I cannot understand. Surely all my deeds for the city are well know. My aid in the attack in the Banenites and Bhaalists. My reports to Myun. What could I have possible done to be the target of such hate from my duke? I am trying to sort it out. I almost feel they punish the weavemasters for me..but why? I have been a loyal citizen for many years now. Risking my life multiple times in service. Is this really all over trying to save Rysdan as Daj says? What is so wrong with saving a soul? Does the Duke truly not know I am one of his servants all this time? I am very confused dear journal.