"It's just to get some fame and reknown! I just want to be famous in Baldur's Gate and across the Sword Coast! I just want to clean up my name!"
How many "I just" she had to use to justify herself? How many more times she had to use those words to justify her nature was to help others, to give a smile thanks to her song, to people who didn't really care about her work - if not to keep her for themselves, out of greed or jealousy or fear? To jail her in a different kind of prison. She decided, no more. No more justifications for staying true to her own nature. She is herself, and if others didn't like what she did - well, it just meant they weren't meant to be friends or whatever they considered themselves.
Those thoughts roamed in her mind, while she walked through the Wide. She smiled kindly to the merchants as she bought some fruits - enough to feed at least fourty adults. After paying, she asked to deliver it to the Orphanage for the event she was organizing with Sister Ashenie for all the kids and younglings.

She was content, because this would have been a lovely event: for all of them. Perhaps she would have been able to inspire many other kids as she was inspired at their age when she met that minstrel in the streets. Maybe she would have inspired new generations of bards with this event - or maybe not. Maybe she would have just shown them the delights of music. And on that note, pun not intended, she remembered of something also equally important. She immediately left the Wide, knowing fully well where to go where she could have found what she needed. She passed the East Gates, walking in the Outer City - waving to some of the locals she knew, by now. When she finally reached Blunt, the merchant for adventurers, she had to wait her turn to collect what she needed for the event.
"I'll take five of each of those musical intruments! I hope that's enough..."
She considered it for a moment before changing her mind.
"You know what? I'll take six for each of those instruments you have available, and send them all to the Temple of Ilmater. Also, do you have what I asked last time?"
She took all the time she needed, checking if the instruments were ideal for children and if they were well-tuned. Content with the purchase, she would have strolled away happily, pocketing the "request" in a small satchel. And then, it was finally time. She took her place, setting her hat next to her. While she waited for the first group of children - the youngest - her mind wandered. Would she have been able to entertain them? Would they have liked her songs? Would she have bored them? Maybe she should have chosen a different outfit? Oh Gods, did she forget to adjust her makeup? What about her bang - was it in order? A bit of anxiety clenched the grip upon the aasimar's heart, but then when she saw the children - after she saw their innocence... everything faded away, replaced by only certainty and knowing she was exactly in the right spot.
The spot she was meant to be in. There's satisfaction in finding purpose, and her eyes just for a moment glowed by the strong emotion she was feeling, while she smiled to the children.
"Hi, everyone! My name is Rose Wintertal - and these songs are for you. Enjoy the fresh fruit! And after the songs, we'll play all together, for the insturments have been brought to have fun today and... also whenever you'd like to, for they are a donation to the Orphanage and the Temple!"
Then she would have started playing the songs she agreed with Ashenie.
Wake up, wake up
It's already the morn
Wake up, wake up
A new today is born
Wether you are a blacksmith
Or a bard with hands swift
Today is a grand day to be lived in here!
Wake up, wake up
It's already the morn
Wake up, wake up
A new today is born
Wether you are a sailor
Or perhaps even the mayor
Today is a grand day to be lived in here!
What lies ahead?
What lies behind me?
This path I tread,
Where it leads, what will I find here?
A voice guides me,
So loud and clear.
ake a chance, and we will find them...
So close... so far...
So stoke your fire,
I feel a start
inside my soul.
Inside my heart
Lives a warrior, fierce and bold.
I'll find my answers ---
The seeds they sowed.
Take a chance, and we will find them
So close... so far...
That voice inside my heart.
A new day dawns, we smile
For good fortune is ours
In the great desert we are one.
We are strong, we are proud
Hear our song, we shout it out
Warriors, the Bedine Tribes.
Together, we stand and fight
We are brave, we have might
Disappear into the night
Warriors, the Bedine Tribes
Together, we stand and fight.
Through the cruel winds and hot, blazing sun
Sandstorms twisting, our harsh world barren
Bedine survive where travellers fall
The toughest climate for the strongest of all
We are strong, we are proud
Hear our song, we shout it out
We are strong, we are proud
Hear our song, we shout it out
Together, we stand and fight.
Undefeated, never beaten
Thieves and fighters, the uniters
Strong defenders, we remember
We stand - for our Tribe!
Undefeated, never beaten
Thieves and fighters, the uniters
Strong defenders, we remember
We stand - for our Tribe!
Where are you, girl from Skuld?
Dusty paths cross my way
For you just roots from the world
Walking west on that day
Are you well in your heart?
Did you find what you lost?
I will know for my part
I won't know what it cost
Starring in the sky, Alabaster dreams
Odd chance for you and I, Alabaster daydreams...
I moved on so I thought
I settled down and found my place
Still I dreamed of what you caught
Something true in your grace
Now I lay here by the lake
Thinking 'bout you what's at stake
Let me ask this on Flamerule
Do you recall, do you recall
That single moment in Flamerule?
Starring in the sky
Alabaster dreams
Odd chance for you and I
Alabaster daydreams.
Starring in the sky
Alabaster dreams
Odd chance for you and I
Alabaster daydreams ---
Alabaster daydreams.
At the end of the songs, she would have then assisted all the willing children to try and play all the instruments they desired to play: wether it was the lute, the drum, the harp or the flute. She'd do her best to give her a good time, and when the time was over with the group of the youngest - she would have entertained even the group with older kids, reaching a certain age. She would have entertained them in the same way, with the same songs and the same activities she offered to the younger group - with just one exception, a single different song. Indeed a
story you wouldn't believe.
Hear at this bard, This story you'll believe...
Ignore the guard, promise I won't deceive
Listen the bard, truth only you'll perceive
A real, true story I shall conceive.
I was in town, from sewers goblin came
They stole the crown, the guards were in disarray
Their pants were brown, when the city was set aflame.
A real true story I shall conceive.
True. A real true story. True.
A group of heroes, down in the sewers they went
A lot of pillows, with them they brought content
'cause the goblins had problems with sleep.
This group of heroes, these pillows indeed they bring
And in great disbelief, the crown remains with the king
And lucky they were, for they paid the pillows with golden rings...
Happy they were not, So the heroes decided to start a riot!
Here take this!
Here take that!
Here take this!
Here take that!
Here take this!
Here take that!
Here take this!
That's my foot!
No please don't tell my king!
Here take this!
Here take that!
No please don't tell my king!
So those heroes, with shame they tasted defeat
And so the guards, doomed, to the goblins they'd kneel
The goblin king approached with his speech...
The goblin king said...
I just want to sleep, alright:
Take back your crown and shut up at night!
I just want to sleep, alright:
Take back your crown and shut up at night!
At the end of the soirée, gifted to the kids of the Orphanage, Rose would have approached Ashenie and thanked her for this beautiful opportunity for the children - and perhaps for herself, too. She couldn't deny she grew because of this event, and her self-respect grew even further. There's nothing more...
righteous, to do what you're meant to do, and to be free to do it whenever you like it. Without anyone holding you back, without the people telling you what you can or you cannot do or say. She would have opened the small pouch she pocketed earlier at Blunt's, and she fished out silver pins for each of the kids if the Ilmateri allowed, as a gift. It was indeed a silver pin representing the symbol of Milil with a writing engraved.
«Follow your passions.»