The Blame, The Fault
“Perfectionism is a self destructive and addictive belief system that fuels this primary thought:
If I look perfect,
and do everything perfectly,
I can avoid or minimize the painful feelings of shame,
judgment,
and blame.”
*After returning to Roaringshore, he sits in one of the many tables, and randomly grabs opened bottles of rum firstly given the vessels a shake to see if there was any rum that remains. After a sniff to make sure the bottle didn't smell like bad breath, he took a deep swig thinking about his most recent encounter with an elf in the Glimmerwoods.*
*He flips a coin with a thumb, catching it as it falls, while pondering a thought. * "Well by the bless'n ol lady luck, I found an Elf. " *He grumbled and lets out a sigh* "For a while there, I thought I wouldn't come across one until my arse becomes wrinkled and the hair on my head turns grey." *He sucks in air through his teeth in a tsk before lifting his hands innocently* "Nae worry lass, I nae come fer any trouble. But a man got an inquiry , yer know.. question without an answer, and I be told, I needed ta find the right elf fer the answer." *He grins devilishly * "Perhaps yer got the answer ?"
I greet you, under the light of the stars. I do not know, depending on the question, it may be, or not. *Sel is pretty sure he met the elf before. A couple of moons ago.*
*He adjusts his hat then glances around* "Well, I been need'n to talk to an elf, I was told either you or some Naer or Yer one. " *He shrugs* "Guess'n yer do since yer the Sol. " *He twitches his nose* "Anyways, reason why I waited out here is well.. *He points in the direction of the Elven Village* "Nae think I be greeted warmly with open arms and hugs." *He chuckles* "So on to me question.." *His expression now turned serious and slightly grim* "It's in regards to the Mother of Demons, I'm sure you heard ol it? I mean who hasn't right?"
We have heard of it. *A simple statement, as she waits, her longbow held in one hand, relaxed*
"Well " *He lifts a finger in the air twirling it slowly* "Spun tales, broken whispers say , the ones that were banished from the City ol Baldurs' for being responsible for releas'n the Mother ol Demons, may not even be the ones who Really released it. In fact, some say..." *He peers at her* "It may had truly been the elves. Not by purpose ol course. So the question is..how true is that?"
We did not. *She seems angry be the accusation* How would one come to this ridiculous idea.
"Oh I wouldn't think the Elves purposely did so. However.." *He ponders* "Think back sometime last year..Did the elves ever have trouble with um..Vampires? Elven ones? Or one looking for elves? Half elves that is? Or something to that effect"
In an extroverted society, the difference between an introvert and an extrovert is that an introvert is often unconsciously deemed guilty until proven innocent. Its so common in the world of men when something terrible happens, when a dire threat threatens all existing. Who's at fault? Whos to blame? . In my opinion the rightful question should be, how to be rid of such a threat, who could be useful in the doing so. People will always be people, asking the wrong questions, focusing on the wrong points. It's not surprising that even up til now, such a looming threat still persists, in route, getting closer and closer...
We fought and annihilated them. They kidnapped many people, Tel'Quessir. We found their hideout and annihilated them. However, for many taken, it had been too late.
Ah..now it coming together
*He slowly pushed the brim of his hat up* "Could there had been something that happen during that which might have been ..overlooked?"
Such as?
*He again lifts both his hands up innocently* "Nae mistaken me , I nae accusing the elves ol anything." *He taps a finger at his ear* "Just a bartender that heard a strange rumor. Such a rumor says. It might had been the elves that were the cause of the releasing of the Pale.." *He paused remembering not to say the name* "Mother of Demons." I really wouldn't know, and that's why I came treading in all this.. " *He flaps a hand at the bushes feeling uncomfortable* "bush and wot not, look'n fer an elf that might know the truth "
There was nothing. While it seems to be true that the Mother of demons now wears the face of Saryx, she had been taken and was long sacrificed to, what we now know, the Mother of demons, before we were able to strike them down.
There's that name again..
*He tilts his head* "Saryx? Now thats the second time I heard that name mentioned in regards. Didnt know the mother thingy was wearing another persons face."
The demon wears her face. For the reason, I do not know. Or I doubt anyone really does. We did not see her, during our fight into the depths of the vampires. But we know that the influence of the mother of demons was there, we do now.
*He ponders* "The elves knew of the influence of the mother of demons? " *He paused* Then that must be why some rumors are going about."
We do now know that it was the influence of the mother of demons. At that time, we did not. As we now know that she was worshipped by the vampires. If someone released her, it was her servants.
So they were there first..
"Well, I guess the only ones that may know the how, are those that were there slaying the vampires. Something might had been missed or something accidently done. In any case, I just wanted to let the People know..thats the rumor on the winds. And someone is hiding something, I dont know exactly what or whom..but someones trying very very hard to hide something with the Dukes of Baldur's."
Tell more?
"I wish I could lass, Thats why I asking you. You see, three people were banished from the City. Because they were said to be the ones that released the Mother ol Demons. However ..whats being said is that..It was already released . Because.." *He points at her* "Something that the Elves had done. Just picking up pieces here and there and verifying things. Mind you no one thinks the elves purposely did it. HOWEVER..*He lifts a finger someone is going through great lengths to hide themselves in who spoke to the Dukes . Because..the riots in the city...its almost as if..someone purposely trying to distract or cause confusion."
I can assure you, the Tel'Quessir are not of this. And if she, somehow, had been freed, it would have been slaying her servant vampires. Does it sound believable?
*He lifts his hands up in an innocent gesture* "I could believe anything luv, Personally, I nae involved, nor trying to be. I was just asked if I can try to speak with the Elves and see if someone knows something that might reveal something."
If there is fault to seek, it is the ancient vampires clan, before it was destroyed.
"Where was this group of Vampires location? "
There were ancient gateways. However, they are inactive now. I do not know where they led. Perhaps to Mintarn even?
Again Mintarn..wait a moment..could the vampire be from that day?...
The place where the mother was released by the three. But, I do not know where their lair was.
"Only ...Three? " *He half smiled* "Oh I think there were more than that luv." *He tips his hat* "Well then, I much appreciate yer time lass, and sorry if I delayed you in anything..*He paused* "Ah one thing..are the elves going to try to do anything to stop this Mother of Demons ?"
The Tel'Quessir will move against her. However, information is sparse on how to do it. First, her servants should fall, neh?
"Sounds risky...reason I ask is because everyone I do ask about it, either dont know what ta do, or feel like they its beyond them." *He lifts a finger* "Except the Temple ol Imater. And..well..there is one other possible means..but it might come at a Cost..."
I am sure the council of Doron Amar will select the best path forward. *she smiled briefly*
"Well..if all else fails... and when things feel like there is absolutely no hope...let a bartenda know, and well..I will seek a means in another way. " *He smiled then tipped his hat giving a courting bow* "Farewell Sol..or shall I say...Sweet Water, Light Laughter..Until next"
May the light shine down on you and disperse any shadows.
We habitually erect a barrier called blame that keeps us from communicating genuinely with others, and we fortify it with our concepts of who's right and who's wrong. We do that with the people who are closest to us and we do it with political systems, with all kinds of things that we don't like about our associates or our society. It is a very common, ancient, well-perfected device for trying to feel better. Blame others....Blaming is a way to protect your heart, trying to protect what is soft and open and tender in yourself. Rather than own that pain, we scramble to find some comfortable ground. But somewhere out there, a truth needs to be uncovered, and when it happens, this part of the coast will surely flip upside down. And I will be able to tell the tale. After all, there's no good tale that comes without a goblet.
*The pirate bartender smiles just before taking another deep swig of his rum.*
Apologies I knew not thy actions would cause such troublesome inconvenience
*After the swallow of the delectable drink, the smile thinned to a devilish grin*
DM Verjigorm
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